Everyone has that person they say that he is the one that got away, even women. At school or in life you had that one guy you really liked but for some reason or circumstance you just never ended up getting together. Imagine after so many years bumping into them and they looked even better than they did before. Chances of you getting with person, especially if he was available are so high. The same goes with women! Looking at my husband and her, something was so shady. Jhb is big people and this woman from the Free State had managed to find my house that easily. In her story she never got lost and unless she was a taxi driver there was no way this was her first time at my house. It was not balancing at all her story. I get lost here in Jhb and I have lived here for many years. She had used a taxi and she had known exactly where to ask to get off? Am I just being paranoid? I doing think so!
“Sizwe, is there something you are not telling me?”
I asked him in front of everyone. Something had not just went right in this.
“No there is nothing. It’s not what you are thinking, I am not still in love with her!”
He said! Men always think women only notice the matters of the heart. We don’t! I could shee her face had not flinched when she said this but this was not anything deep either.
“No I mean do you know Rodney. The way he looked at you? When you punched him, you saw him from the back but after you questioned him the way you looked at him and even he, it was shock but there was recognition there! I saw it!”
I said moving closer to him. I am not lying or exagerating. If there is one thing as true as can be, tender dudes all know each other somewhere somehow because they all suck the same dick to get throse tenders! I don’t think I had asked Nelisa what her sugar daddy did for a living but I was more than certain she would say construction. Fuck it, let me ask her,
“Nelisa what does your friend do for a living?”
I asked the poor child who I am sure was now confused by all the twist of events.
“He is a business man and does construction!”
She said. See! They bloody knew each other no wonder why had been so mad when he saw that she was with his daughter. The twists in this story! I could not handle.
“Sizwe what is she talking about?”
Her mother finally asked. Goodness the way this women was so slow! Typical of women who get things because of beauty.
“I know him ok! We have bumped into each other at briefings and we have never gotten along! That’s why you should stay away from him! I can’t believe that piece of shit is screwing my daughter! I am going to kill him!”
My husband said standing up and started pacing. He really did not like this guy but I think what hurt more was that his ego had been bruised. Imagine your rival now also having his way with a daughter that won’t even acknowledge you but she is busy calling him daddy! Much as I was angry at him I hated Rodney too.
“If you want to be my father, if you want me to listen to you and follow you for real, please let me and Rodney be together. I truly love him. It’s not a joke, it’s not a game and it’s not daddy issues!”
This kid was funny. I burst out laughing at the ‘daddy issues’ part but quickly recomposed myself. They all stared at me but eish funny is funny hey. How badly though did he want this relationship with his daugher? That’s were the matter fell to.
“Nelisa you can’t leave home and let not know your parents were you stay. It’s wrong no matter what! She had to come look for you at my house just to find you. I know you are angry at her or at them but no my child you can’t do that.”
I said but I was being cunning. She looked at me funny and the look on Sizwe and that woman’s face! She was about to answer when Sizwe immediately jumped in and said,
“It’s fine I will support you! I will support you but just know I don’t like him!”
So he had chosen his daughter over money. How noble! She jumped up and went to hug him saying that she would not disappoint him. She would work hard to make everything right. Young love…disgusting! I could not help but feel as though they had dodged a bullet somehow. What had she been about to say? I asked her to continue with what she was saying as soon as she let go of my husband.
“I was about to say it was my mistake. I am sorry mom. If I move I will tell you but I won’t because Rodney owns this place so everything is just perfect!”
She said. The way she said it though? It was as though she was warning her or them. It was like she was blackmailing them! Maybe it’s the paranoia but at the back of my head I could sense I had just been played and I could not prove it! The little bitch, whores knows how to cover for each other! Her mother was one!
“Sizwe it’s time to leave… now!”
I said walking towards the door. He did not protest so we walked out together!
“Sizwe I want you to be honest with me. If you are, this once, I will forgive you for what ever it is you are about to say. I will not be mad, nor will I cause a scene! Tell me the truth because if you don’t I will get paranoid and me paranoid is not good for us!”
I said as nicely as possible. I did not look at him as I said these words.
“Sure you can ask anything love!”
He said sweetly but concerned.
“When last did you see that woman and did you come see Nelisa together?”
I asked him.
“Really baby! No never!”
Men don’t know that they have tell tale signs, my husband only says “baby” when he wants something (sex) or he is in trouble and trying suck up to me! I was not going to make a scene. He had played me for a fool.
“Take me to the hospital please I need to pick up a few things.”
I asked him. He was very surprised by how casual i was when I said that because I think he had expected me to fight. Oh well, didn’t happen.
“It’s been a long time, tonight when we get home we must have sex!”
I said smiling. He smiled too the loser. I was on contraceptives, the loop to be exact. Everything else has too many side effects or too much labour.
As soon as I walked into the hospital I bumped into Richard and he was actually on his way out. I have mentioned him before. He is the one Zethu said had a thing for me and I had told her I don’t date colleagues. Speaking of Zethu I had not seen her in what felt like ages now.
“Doc I have not seen you in a while is everything ok?”
He asked me. I told him everything was fine but I was in a rush my husband was in the car.
“Come with me to my office!”
He followed me and we made small talk. He really did like me even his questions were personal but polite. I was wearing a maxi skirt, red, which went just above my ankles. When we got to my office I unlocked and we both went in. I locked the door behind me and said to him,
“This could be your only chance,”
I said and reached under my skirt, took off my thongs (grown women wear thongs too) and said,
“I want you to fuck me! Don’t ask any questions just do it!”
He seemed a bit confused but what man refuses the honeypot. Everything happened so fast. One second he was taking his pants off and the next he was in! Goodness he was so big and knew how to use it it. I am not the smallest woman but the way he lifted me and pushed me on the wall was just magnificent. This was lust at its best and he enjoyed every moment and so did I. Fifteen minutes later I was fulfilled and even achieved what my husband still had not given me in 16 years, an orgasm on the dick! Many women have sex and only get to orgasm when they touch themselves not when he is inside you? Why? Because we take longer to reach it than they take to cum. Simple biology really but today, I had achieved that. Maybe it was because of the naughtiness of the moment I don’t know but it was done. I had finally fucked another man not my husband for the first time in 16 years. I did not feel guilty. I know he had slept with Nelisa’s mother recently hence why the lies. I know my husband and no I was not going to divorce him, that will be spoiling him, I was going to punish him straight!
“You can go now we will talk on Monday I have to go back to my husband in the car!”
Richard was so confused but because he was still happy he complied and left. This could end up being a once in a lifetime thing for him so he did not want to fuck it up. I took the wet wipes in my office and cleaned my inner thighs. I took my credit card the one I kept in my desk. I was going to need it for the trip.
I walked back to the car feeling like a naughty nurse going to see her lover doctor! Yes there was a bit of guilt in me but at that point I had no regrets.
“You took so long!”
My husband complained.
“Sorry! I am horny now, let’s go park behind the hospital I know a spot!”
I told him.
“That’s crazy are you serious!”
He said laughing,
“You always say I am frigid and boring! Let’s do it!”
I said showing him the panties that moments before I had taken off for another man. I had not put them back on.
“Oh wow, that’s why you took so long to come back!”
He said with a huge smile!
“And this time… baby… you are going down on me!”
“Yes ma’am lead the way!”
Michael Nkululeko Maphoto (fb)
I have a problem, I don’t party a lot but when I do I tend to over do it and I get blackouts. ..first incident was in 2013 I went to a colleagues party , I drank 3 quarters of sky vodka and I had to drive for 45 minutes using a gps I got arrested,when I was 5 minutes from my place , people always ask why didn’t I bribe or give the cop my number well thats kinda difficult if you throwing up instead of doing the breatheliser test, I spent the night there…It was very cold indeed. ..I got bailed out by my boyfriend I had been dating for 2 weeks at that time, it was really embarrassing and I never told my parents about this I stopped drinking for a few months and told myself I would never drink and drive again. .I was shocked the next time I drove back from my colleagues place that there were two toll gates I had passed that night. 2nd incident was in 2014 I visited my friend at res we were supposed to just chill a few minutes we ended up drinking 2 bottles of vodka and it was just 4 girls that night I remember bits of it I had pied on the floor of some boys room, I was screaming like a possessed woman saying I want my man (the one that bailed me out). I was calling him none stop to fetch me, I smashed peoples phones I guess that tired me out and I fell asleep, woke up in the morning very embarrassed again. 3rd time 2015 was with my friends we went out, we met some guy and he was asking me out, I ordered a bottle of vodka I drank 3 quarters of it by myself because my friends were already drunk when I had ordered it, this guy was supposed to drive us home I remember us dropping my friends off and nothing else I woke up in the morning, it was soo cold and we were still in his car, he was so mad at me and I didn’t know why, well he says I had cried the whole night screaming I want my man (bail guy) he couldn’t take it anymore he ended giving me his phone to call my man. .and the reason we were still in his car is because he was now scared to drive with me because I had jumped out of a moving car, I don’t remember all of this, and I thought he was lying but my man sent an sms on his phone saying he’s going to church which really shocked me and when I got to my place he asked me what was going on coz I was calling him at 3 in the morning crying, I said I don’t remember anything and that was that. 4th at a res party we were playing drinking games on my way to the bathroom I met a very old ex whom I dated for like 2 months in 2006 I was doing grade 10. ..that’s the only thing I remember I hear I was crying and asking y he broke my heart and and left me, I kept on pushing him and grabbing him with his t shirt, eventually he got away and I started kissing some ada guy, I don’t remember all of this I was told a week later which left me very embarrassed. 5th was on a double date my friend and her man came to pta to see us, we drank we started dancing my friend and I, I ended up calling some random guy to dance with me of course my man saw this and he didn’t like, the date became sour and he just wouldn’t cheer up so I left without saying goodbye, we had came in my car so I drove drunk again, my friends had to drop him off before they went to their hotel, another embarrassing incident the following day. 6th was this previous Sunday 19th July, we went to a shisa nyama I had invited a friend of mine and my man also invited his 2 friends, he bot us a bottle of vodka and him and his friends decided to go somewhere else and left me and my friend there by the time he came back it was too late, I just remember giving him money for the wors I wanted and that’s that. ..I remember throwing up while I was in the car, but he says I opened the door while the car was moving and got out to throw up, and after I had given him the money for the wors I started causing a scene there screaming and pushing him around saying I want my wors and he must go fetch it, when he didn’t I demanded my car keys and went in my car and passed out. .When I woke up in the morning there were whatsapps from a friend of mine asking about the night, I asked how she knew she said I had called her screaming I was drunk, well she wasn’t the only one I had called, another guy who I met a week back was mad bacuase I called him about 3 times saying he must come to where I was and when he eventually got there he tried to call me and my phone was off, I don’t remember all of this but the records are there on my phone, he’s the least of my worries. .During all these calls my man was present and when he asked me in the morning who was I calling so many times and in front of him I told him I don’t remember any of it , he didn’t ask any further but I know he hasn’t let it go. That’s the drunk part of my life, from 1 incident in 2013 and 2014 to 4 in 2015 and it’s only half way through. Am I now an alcoholic? Do I need help?