May 23, 2013 - ZuluGirlGoes2Jhb    329 Comments

Chapter Fifty Nine

“Say What!!!”

That was my response. She had tears in her eyes. I had heard her but I wanted her to say it again because it goes without question this was a disaster. Again I go back to Mooi River. In the beginning I told you how girls bring home unwanted packages but in a manner that’s plausible a.k.a. They come home already with baby in hand. The most your parents can do is sink or swim. You don’t live your pregnancy at home but rather you bring home the baby and say “surprise”. Yes you can come home pregnant but that when you are nine months already. Your parents can’t exactly chase away “two” people no matter how strict they are. But to be pregnant and actually at the beginning of the pregnancy well that is another story. This was deep. This was scary. What was she going to do now? I felt as though I was in her shoes.

I asked what was naturally the next question “who is the daddy” and all she did was look aside and let the tears roll down her cheeks. I hadn’t even asked how she was feeling or why she had done such a stupid thing like that. By stupid thing I mean try to kill herself. Suicide is the easy way out. Even if I was not that religious I knew of all the gifts we possessed LIFE itself was the most precious! Asifuni amagwala (we don’t want cowards) you don’t take the easy way out when you have a problem especially of your own making. You stand and be counted. You push back and give back until you make things right. Now she would have killed two people had this worked! What a stupid girl!? Regardless, she was my friend and I would stand by her and clearly now, stand for her. This was a complete disaster!!!

The lies that matter are always made by us women. Men usually lie about two things, how much money they make and whom else they are sleeping with? For all that nonsense of them running the world we are actually more creative just choose not shine. Men lie more than women hands down that’s why we always catch them at their own lie because at some point they can’t maintain the lie. Look at umalume Rodney for example. Tried to have an affair and now he was here.

She told me that she was not sure who the baby daddy was. I asked how that was possible because when a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to. What kind of nonsense is that!? I have my faults I know but I know where I have been and under what tree. Sex even for me meant something and was for something. It was not a stroll in the park so I knew whom I had been with.

She said she had heard the nurses hadn’t told her yet how far along she was and had in fact pretended to be sleeping when she heard the doctor telling one of the nurses that its a good thing she hadn’t bruised her cervix in this whole mess otherwise she would have hurt the pregnancy. I asked her whom the options were. Who could possibly be the father then? She said there was Juju, her ex from Polokwane who turned out to be cheating with some girl from Pretoria. Problem is they had already broken up and him being a lawyer he would deny that baby even legally and probably win. There was umalume who was now fighting to save his marriage, his wife had just beaten her up to a pulp and was less than 50m from where she stood. Moreover i my deductions from the conversation with Benny about his parentage where true i thought he was not capable of reproducing considering. There was uFana. I asked her who Fana was because I didn’t know who that was. She said Seabi which I assumed was his surname but oh well. She then explained that Malumes friend she had used as a rebound to revenge on Malume could be an option!!! What the fuck? But she had said she hadn’t slept with him! She said she had lied. The night before Aunty Lynda had found Fana at the flat they had slept together. This was all too confusing. I pulled up a chair and put it next to her bed. I told her in no uncertain terms that the next time her parents walk through that door they would demand answers. She had to have a story. Pick a target, pick a victim, do whatever but if you are asked who the father of your pregnancy is you can never ever say you don’t know! Hell no! Only a bicycle would say that it doesn’t know who rode it!

She snapped at me for saying that and maybe I had been a bit judgmental. She explained that unless they told her the weeks she wouldn’t know. I felt a bit bad about that. She was certain her parents did not know because her mother would have woken her up from a coma if she had to. She was violent like that she said. She asked me what she should do but i had no answers for her.

At that moment the doctor walked in. His name tag said Dr. Mashiane and he look all official in a white lab coat. He was friendly and asked if he could speak to N alone. N refused and said I was her sister so I must stay. The doctor didn’t seem to mind and he went on explaining the damage that had almost been done by her stunt. He said she was so lucky that nothing much was damaged. She cut him off and asked if she was pregnant. He seemed to have been caught off guard by that question and replied yes she was. She asked him how long and he went a bit technical on her. He then told her how far along she was and immediately she and I started counting back in our heads. I could see it in her eyes when she counted three times. I heard myself say NO out loud.

I looked at N and upon realization of what I had just figured out…

She just said out loud

O Fuck!!!

I seconded that!

BUT hold up!!!

****The End****

@diaryofazulugal

Question

Would you advise your 15 year old sister to keep an obviously unwanted pregnancy?

PS. The production company is now on board. Casting dates and schedule should hopefully be announced by the end of next week.

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329 Comments

  • Yipeee, am the 1st one to read it

  • So am the first one…

  • MMmmmmmhhhhh very interesting,more please

  • O fuck indeed…what a mess!!!

  • Eish, N!!! Shit just got sweeter… Can’t wait for the next chapter

  • Can we not post the whole book ALREADY…???? Imagine reading a book all month #tjo

  • OMW>>>>59

  • Oooh but you always leave us wanting 4 more ey?!

  • i am the 1st to read this chapter #doing the manyisa dance lol

  • N is in big trouble

  • Ooh my N,yhanks to u dudee i now have a hobby i realy enjoy ur work

  • Honestly no despite what religion says i would advice her to terminate. But yet making it clear to her that teen pregnancy is a big no no and should she repeat her mistake she will have to give birth to that child and be a mother. Also keeping in mind that at 15 she shouldnt be having sex

  • OMG…N. Yes Thandeka u can’t judge & its even sad that @ this stage u can’t even congratulate. Mike..u rock

  • Yhooo u Malume is in trouble, I so wish u could post at list 2 chapters a day

  • I wanda whose the dad

  • OMG!!! Who could it be??? Umalume?? Hehehe

  • Nawadays lots of children get preg at a very young age. Ds is deficult bt in an religiouse manner id let her keep it

  • This was very short but tooo interesting….I’m hooked on this…as I patiently wait for 60hmmm and I’d sooo love to cast for this…lol…in all honesty I’m against abortion though, if your are “smart” enough to have sex be “smart” enought to prevent such from happening!!!

  • Oh snap!!!! Its the uncle for sure, thanx Mike this chapter was much better than yesterdays.

  • Hie Bianca, Buhle, Thembie, James, Nonto , Bongani and Charlie…who do you think daddy is?

  • oh my gosh… mare Mike how can you leave us hanging like this…. So addicted…

  • OMW!!!!!! N …….. wow jst can’t wait for the next chapter!!!!!!!!

  • OOOOOOH my God…. Its Umalume. De weekend Away!!!!

  • 1st to comment !!!! Thanks Mike. Cool story bro.

  • No it can’t be umalume…

  • I like..only a bicycle wud say it doesnt know who rode it..am so stealing this one..gud one Mike. Saw u on Noeleen yesterday (so humble)..cuttieee pie!!!!

  • Congratulations and keep the good work, I was beginning to have withdrawal syndrome when I didn’t find new updates this morning. LMAO :)

    PS: Good interview on 3talk yesterday.

  • Hectic stuff!!

  • Yes. She doesn’t hav 2 keep the baby when its born. She can give it up for adoption,put it in a foster or children’s home. Abortion is not really an option as its sumthng ul hav 2 deal with for the rest of ur life. Too much regrets n too much what if’s.

  • great staff,we getting there slowley but surely..

  • OMG!!!!!!!! Wats next……………..

  • Oh flip.I started reading this yesterday..it so interesting.I’m now patiently waiting for chapter 59 .I hope it cometh before I sleep..lol..Good Work. *claps*

  • Wow! Now I wonder who the father of the unborn baby is…

  • Last nite stayed up until 1am reading all 58 chapters. This just keeps getting better

  • Oh.. come on.. really? good piece by the way… cant wait for the next chapter. i do not know what i would say to them but I hope i never have to advise any one that young on whether or not to keep a pregnancy…

  • I so hope its not Malume’s child, 4 Aunty Linda’s sake shame, shz bn thro’ hell

  • Yhoo dnt tell me Malume is de father! Oh crap!

  • WOW so N is the other girl form the other book “Confessions of a sugar baby” I could just smell it from her character..hehe…SMH Thandeka is a complete mess.

  • yoh!! but N was loose, already she’s sleapt with malume’s friend and obviously didn’t use protection with all three men. preagnency should be the least of her worries, what if she’s contracted an STD or worse an STV???
    a leson to all, acting on emotions can lea us asstray, she’s alredy tried to commit suicide and put herself in danger of contracting a deadly virus if she’d thought rationally and put her own wellbeing instead of thinking impulsively about revenge, wanting material things and using her body to achieve all that, she’d be in a diffrent situation right now.
    no i wouldn’t advice anyone to get rid of a preagnency, yes it can be a solution for now, they’ll continue with their lives and have it easy but reality is they wont have learnt anything and you myt say that falling preagnent in the 1st place is a lesson enough but living with yourself afterwards will be hard. you’ll always remember going through it, emotionally it will be a scar. their other avenues to take that are less selfish, like giving the baby up for adoption which will give the child a chance to live and family that will be ther for them and if possible some day you can have the chance to meet them.

  • If she’s 15 and old enough to have unprotected sex,then what better way to teach her responsibility by making her keep the baby? Ofcourse rap is another issue.

  • Oh shit its getting messy by the day.

  • Ijooo..i wonder whu the baby daddy is.

  • Holdin up! But mike aint fair!

  • omw

  • lm keeping my toes crossed. man who this is wow♥

  • lm keeping my toes crossed. man this is wow♥ l wonder who the dad is:O

  • I wouldn’t advise her to keep the baby because the pregnancy is already unwanted and she has a future ahead of her… Rather get rid of the baby, then help her prevent it from happening again and let her learn that she must set her priorities straight because education can take her places

  • thnx

  • Heh ehe chineke… It is an abomination this one eh… Umalume is the baby daddy… Kwaaaaa… Kunzima madoda!!!
    No.. I wud advice termination of the pregnancy, 15 yr olds hv no bysiness being mothrs.
    Wonderful interview on 3 talk yday.. Keep up the gud work, looking forward to more:)

  • OMG..N what have u gotten urself into. Yes Thandeka u don’t judge.Eish ja we as woman we lie with lies that matter. Mike u rock.

  • I tell you now the battles of Marikana and iSandlwana are going to be relived soon…….N what have u done cc?

  • You keeping us anxious bro, the suspense is killing us softly! please dont make us wait too long for the next chapter, can i propose that we get new uploads every morning @ 08H00…? I’ll be a good way to start the day and you would have given your readers something to talk about all day. My collegues and I are going ghagha about your blog, totally in LOVE:)

  • ”When a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to”jst love that one thanks a lot for the read I ges I can carry on working now…enkosi Mike…

  • N must keep da baby da damage has been already done wat could get more worse I wonder who is da Father ja ne life is hard

  • Yhoo I wonder whu got her pregnant,ths is geting more interseting day by day•good work Mike

    To answer ur question,I will never ever advice my lil sister to terminate her pregnancy,

  • Umalume is most def the baby daddy !!!!!!!! cant wait to find out …..
    Hi Mike I recorded your interview yesterday on 3 talk and guess what I am doing when I get home …watching the interview again !!! Even hubby was impressed ..

    • lol I am glad hubby didnt complain what a pedi man from Polokwane is doing on his tv lol

  • Yey! New post.

    Eish the question is a tough one, I think honestly speaking I’d help he out if she wanted to abort and then lay down ridiculously strict rules, including NO BOYS at all! And tell her the things I’d to to her if she decides to have sex again.

    On second thoughts…I’d probably strangle her. Aaaaah I thank God I have no younger sister!

  • oooh OMG…ths gets mo interesting wt each chapter. wats N to do nw wt da pregnancy n nt bng sure who baby daddy is???

  • Tjo u should have seen my dissapointment when I got to the office this morning and there was no new post, lol. Anyway, N u are f****d (excuse my French). PS: also saw u on Noleen ystday, big ups:)

  • Wow!!!cool staff,just wonder who s the baby daddy.

  • yhaaa nhee, this is becoming more & more interesting.

  • Is it just me or are these chapters getting shorter???
    Anyway I can’t wait for the story to go on TV!

  • stupid stupit stupid girl… how could she not use protection!!! in this day and age she still doesnt use a condom. ae girl is stupid. For her sake and of all the men she slept with I can only hope she does not have aids. now when are we getting chapte sixty??? waiting impatiently for it. I must admit. your blog has got me glued to my screen it is rather addictive. My boss sometimes catches me reading but atleast she doesnt mind as long as my work is up todate. You are a phenomenal writer mike… an epitome of a great author. thannnnnnnnnnkkkkk U!!!

  • Great work… all the time :) … Good luck with the series, hope you find the perfect people, people that won’t ruin you exceptional work. keep us updated with the upcomming castings and all. we want to see the cast before they grace our television screens.

    Confessions? uyephi ngok?

    :)

  • This is it Mike, we going universal now baby…Just don’t let these vultures milk you too much, protect your ‘ish.

  • This child called “N” thou? Hai she’s a biach shame can’t believe she slept with the uncles friend (Fana) mxm.

  • OMW… N what are you going to do gal… Damn…..
    Patiently waiting for Chapter 60

  • Yhooo dude this is nw interesting, N is in shit sheim. This blog is addictive maan yhooo i dont work anymore, im gonna get fired hey. Waiting for the next chapter patiently.

  • ”When a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to” OMG! Uwkhohlwa kanjani ngempela oshiye umonakalo N?

  • id like to audition for “N”‘s charachter i totally relate!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit this ish is to addictive!! dammit!!!

  • Eish poor gal, I wonder who’s the baby daddy?

  • Wait is N 15??? Joh its sad being pregnant at that age buh killing a baby is murder and it doesn’t make u unpregnant. Its make u a mother to an unborn child. As much as she’s young I’d tell her to keep the baby because how does one live with yourself after advising your OWN blood to do some like that. Mara N yena ke sono,,,I hope it aint Malumes baby that would be sad

  • Dang! I don’t know who to pity here! Ai ke, joy comes in the morning but not in Jozi! Lol! Raising a baby at 15 isn’t impossible but a baby is really something out of a teenager’s league! Would advice her to terminate and make sure she learnt from that experience

  • Yhooo more drumer N!!!
    P.S.congrats dear on the ,u really r a good writer.

  • mara this is so unfair just when i was starting to enjoy and then you yet again leave us hanging ish kunzima….but i suppose building suspense is the way to go……excellent work bro keep it up……

  • Oh sh*t……When it rains, it pours!! Wonder what’s going to happen now

  • OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m speechless, but Mike u do dragg to get to the juicy part and when u do b4 we know it the chapter is over.

  • Oh Gosh Malume Is The Baby Daddy!

    Are The Chapters Getting Short Or Isit Just Me???

  • That’s quite interesting & an eye-opener. Please advise as to to when can we expect the copies, u deserve to be rewarded for the job well done. That fuel my desire to write my own, to that I would seek your guidance. You have just motivated me. Keep up the good work.

  • Mr Maphoto you always leave as hanging hai wa bora shem, can we have the next chapter please…ka kopo tuu. I,would advice my 15 year old sister to terminate the pregnancy for her future she just not ready to be a mother but then again she was ready to have sex, mathatha a le fatse# Keep up the good work#

  • OMG!!! N is in shit! Malume mara! #fcuk this is so nice

  • OOOhhhh shit! Umalume!

  • OMW!! I can’t believe N cud be so irresponsible nd sleep with not 1, not 2 but 3 men without protection. As for a 15yr old preg gal i wud tell her to keep the baby cos i was once a teen mom although i was 19 nt 15. It was tough but i made it nd graduated nd im now working. My boy is now 8yrs and i cant imagine life without him.

  • Helele..khante uguphi uPython? That one…hmmm☺/Patiently waiting for more chapters…

  • DAFUQ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

  • I already know ladies who use abortions as a contraceptives, I honnestly dont know how I would advice my sis. Thanx for the read, I cant wait for more.

  • I hope N didn’t have unprotected sex with all these men! For her sake, I hope it’s just a case of a condom that broke! Lol I just imagine N as this street smart xhosa guuuurl so I hope akasoyi lwata!!!

  • Eh But N is really starting to turn out like S, Thandeka is prone to so much bad luck but this blog, I’ve said it before and I shall say it again, Reading this blog is like eating your favourite, one u haven’t eaten in a long time, u try to eat slowly to enjoy the scrumptiousness of the meal but u just can’t help gobble it up, spoon after spoon and da moment u realise ur plate is empty, u want more and can’t help but lick of the plate, that’s just how addictive this blog is

  • Oh my i cant for Chapter 60 i was glued to this since yesterday afternoon, how i wish study books were as interesting as thi sdiary,

  • This gets better nd better.. Could it be Malume? Lol.. Hai no, now im patiently waiting for the next chapter..

  • Oh shit let it not malume be the dad – this is gonna kill his wife

  • Ya shem Mike o bosso stru!!!

    Congrats on the casting

    Truth be told I would advise my sis to 1. Abort or 2. Give it up for adoption raising a baby is no childs play!!

  • Can We Have Chapter 60 b4 we go 2 bed? Tjoooo da waiting gonna kill me phela I wanna knw hu da fada is…

  • Abortion is never an option no matter what the case may be,I would rather get disowned by my parents than take a life so I wouldn’t advise that little sister of mine to terminate the Pregnancy even if it was unwanted!!!

  • this chapter was short jhoo prolly me wanting more … N is swimming in k*k now ..jho poor aunt linda … I’m already tryna think wats happening nxt jho

  • OMG umalume is the daddy uaunty gon beat N up again. Shame I feel for N but I thank God its not Thandeka hus pregy , I love that girl…woza chapter 60

  • I’m getting really annoyed by this author, firstly he gets us hooked with long lasting chapters that keep us englufed in his work.. and now all he does is just write a few paragraphs..
    is this signaling the end of our dear bloggers creative mantke or what..
    pliz enlighten us

    pliz educate us coz some like me are hooked to your work but you are starting to get annoyed and are losing patience with you..

    • i have always written 1200 words per chapter. i have never changed that from chapter one. the reason why you keep coming back is because the story makes the main point relatively quickly. i have to be consistent with that because if we can call this a brand then this was the foundation it was built on. The intention was never to annoy you/

      • Yhoooo Lo bhuti madoda!! Mike mara wena…gifted mtshana!! Where doyou come from? Brilliant stuff, I tell you!

  • Flip why do these chapters end so quickly next one soon plz yaphela kanjalo nje

  • This blog is addictitive I must say. I hope Malume is not the father though, aunty has been through a lot already……N uzovuka kuseGoli la….

    I hope Mike is busy with Confessions now cause you have left us hanging for far too long now….. Please when I get home I hope to see the next chapter.

  • Really, you going to leave us hanging like that………….who is the baby daddy????? It better not be malume, next chapter please…………….

  • hau Mike, now we have to guess whose the baby’s daddy! Plz post chapter 6 tomorrow….oska tsaya sebaka!

    N, hai, ngwana o ne ale busy, sleeping with 3 men without protection, men who have wives, whose wives could’ve also been cheating on them. Not judging her, but she was being very dumb abt this!

    But wether she keeps the preganacy or not, the choise lies with her. Yep, I said it, Abortion is an option, if it’s a sin…”he without sin, should be first to cast the stone”

  • Mmmm Mike u on point wow can’t wait for the next chapter!! Keep up the good work :)

  • Aaaah why do you leave us hanging like that??? cant wait for the next chapter, it just get better and better with each chapter.

  • wooow that all icn say bt awunosishiya kanje, i even thought my pc has started to play games with, plz keep writting u good, If zikhona auditions for this producation plz let me knw i wud lyk to take part

  • Gosh I can’t wait for chapter 60… N lied about shagging the MC uhmmm like wtf the wife is going to shoot the husband now… Ohhhhh I can’t wait to hear about Python already

  • Yoyoyo..drooling 4 more already.M against abortion so yes,I’d advise them to keep the bby.

  • Firstly I would be angry @ my lil sis 4 being but I wouldn’t advise her 2 have an abortion. Many may argue and say she’s too young to have a baby but she wouldn’t be the first 2 have a baby @ the age of 15.

    I would support her through the pregnancy and offer to look after the baby as my own or adopt the baby legally.

  • I’m loving evry chapter that I go thru more & more…..dis is such a good read, ur always nailing it MIKE….patiently waiting for the next chapter

  • Thank you Mike for the wonderful read.. Awesome as always and for the reader at Qwa Qwa that’s looking for help I’ll take the number down and pass it on to my contacts would love to help.. #1 fan xoxo..

  • Mike! Mike! Mike!! Ndi speechless nguwe wena va! Brilliant Job!

  • Wow nyc the story z amazing am lùving it!

  • Finally caught up to the rest…I started Chap1 3days ago and I’ll wait patiently with the rest for the next chapters… I must give it to u (author)- “kuyafiwa” nge storyline…and to all those fellow readers who are ‘annoyed’…get over it guys..really now, this is what makes DiaryofZuluGirl so Fucking INTERESTING!!!…#keep on doing what u do (author)- u have my support (possible producer for …ZuluGirlgoes2jhb The Movie!) *winks*

  • Most def uMalome is not the father, hell is about to break loose!!!

  • Guys isn’t N 19 or 20? Not 15

  • Heh hai bo N is pregnant n sh dnt kno wu de daddy z #Epic bt I’m sho dat guess is as gud as myn #Malume nci nci nci nci
    Y ws de 15yr old evn hvn sex 2 begin wit if u ask me jst mk her kip de bby cos des a lot of chix wu hv had mor den 2 abortions I min sex ws is 4 reproduction witha u enjoy o nt! I aint judging bt de is consequence 2 evrythn u do so…

  • Wow wow I can’t wait for the castings,m gona be thandeka’s aunt and m gona enjoy givin N a serious beat down

    • Lol

  • Wow…….WOW…..wow…I’ve read all chapters in a day and Wow…..this is a nice read….Siyabonga

  • Wtf!!!!!!,,,,man,this keeps gtn better n better..good job Mike..

  • I just knew she won’t know. Protection yayapi jesoooo
    #thinkin out loud#

  • Ohh FCUK its Malume’s friends !!!!! And she lied about sleeping with him

  • OMG N who is the father, keeping us in suspence Mike, can’t wait for chapter 60.

  • Wow N like really how careless.

  • This is my addiction….pls hurry with the chapters..I have finished both and the waiting is killing me…u r trully gifted with ur writing

  • This girl is in shit!! Dead dead dead

  • Eesh Malume this baby is urs no doubt and now the shit is gonna hit the fan but don’t worry even Aunt Linda has to ans who’s Ben ten father! Mmmmhh interesting nhee. Great stuff bra Mike. Next chapter plssss..

  • I love the stories a lot but I would really love to read them from the beggining of the chapter.. Or atleast give us the whole book because they are pretty much interesting and they have good lessons. So please let us read the whole book I’m eager to know where the pregnancy will end up..
    Thank you Mabatho for telling about these stories girl.. I love you!!!!

  • this ws short indeed,just when it gts intresting,u leave us hanging like that…ahhh mara mike heee u need to gv us chapter sixty before u sleep tonyt assembief….wts the hold on confsesions of a sugar babe??????i dnt condon abortions @ all bt if its malumes`s baby…i`d sure advise n to gt rid of it…things are complicated already and this would make matters even worse!!shuuuuu ahhhh kanti yena doesnt she ever use condom ha atshabe hokula stru.

  • Umalume is in big trouble. He better take ownership of his nonsense. Aunt Linda should also dish up her secrets of who Benny’s dad is. Sounds more like Intersexion. Where’s Thandeka gonna do now? And a flat? Will malume and aunty still keep her there when all of this is out? Drama!!!

  • Hi Mike,what kind of help does the lady need froom qwa qwa. Let’s do this

  • Wow this is so informative. I have 2 sisters going 2 varsity next year and reading dis blog is now part of their homework bcoz I was in varsity a few years back and the things I saw n did r shocking and I wish dis blog was around back den who knows maybe things wud turned out very differntly but I’m picking myself up

  • Keeps getting better.

  • Omw this is too scary…. Who the baby daddy????…. Shiiiiiiit that girls a hooooooeeeeee.this is some other level ishhhhh… Next chapter please #shuuuu bruuuu shuuuu

  • I can relate to N’story in this Chapter, was 16 whn my Mom find out that I was pregnant, I wsnt aware that I can become pregnant whn doing it 4 da 1st time hey, u can judge me if u want bt remmember its wnt make any diff. Nw I hv a 13 year old who is everything to me.

  • Its right there in the consequences of sex along with diseases and such. If you grown enough for the D you are grown enough for the baby that might come with it.Like you dont know d**k = babies.
    mxcew

  • Yoooo umalume madoda is in trouble……
    I wud like to audition for thandekas’ role but no sex scenes shame, haaaa ubusy uthandeka, lol

  • Magosh!!!? Cud it be Fana…??

  • zit Jus me or are the chapterz really gettin shorter now:(

  • I bet the father of the unborn baby is malume’s friend. I say this because there is doubt about malume’s ability to fertilize an egg, since benny might not be his. And also it has been long since N had sex with the guy from limpopo.

  • Tjaaaaaa!

  • Keep up the good work mike!

  • Chapter sixty pleeeeez.

  • Modimo ke Malume wa Thandeka! Sies

  • I cant believe this, I started to read all 58 chapters yesterday and could not wait for 59, cant believe I have to wait till tomorrow for the next chapte. This must defiantely get published, I would love to keep it for my daughter to read when she is older

  • Noooooooo! You got us hooked . This is too good, but I won’t be at ease until I read the next chapter. I will be like a junkie wanting her next fix .

  • OMG dats all I can say N ur mum is gng 2 kill u

  • How cn Thandeka count along, she has no idea when N slept with uFana so hw cn she get de maths ryt? I say its nt uncle’s baby, bt ofcos N wil say it is. Its jst easier dt way for her, since her parents already knw abt Uncle, introducing a new man in de scene wil make her parents nt 2 forgiv her, so Uncle wil b de scape goat, it serves him ryt for sleeping with children.

    Its carma

  • Hmmm interesting read! Pls pls cn we have more,atleast 5 chapters at a tym..I spend most of my days in hope that I’ll read more,seriously feeling like a junkie..

  • hahaha do i really have to wait 4 da next chapter, i srcly cnt wait

  • Mike, wow. i wonda who the father is.

  • Ja nee , being a mother of girls make you wonder

  • Noooooooooo did u hv to stop thre lol eish nw w gna hv to wait for chapter 30.damn ths is sme intresting ish lol hahahaha

  • N is in serious *DILEMA* no way out!!

  • OMG!! Mike this wht keeps me glued to this diary … There’s always a mistery @ the end of each chptr tht makes me scream for more…damn!!!

  • Ou my word! Pls don’t say uncles friends…. Because that would be messed up

  • OMG!!! U r talented! I cannot wait for the next chapter….

    Waiting for chapter 10 ku Confessions as well..
    Oh but N is in trouble wth capital letter T,shame

  • Mmmmmmmh this keeps getting more and more interesting,

  • Oh crap ,Malume is the baby dady, what a mess!!

  • Aaah obviously umalume ke papa wa ngwana lol…eish patiently waitin 4 chapter 59

  • am so hooked broer, thank you.keep doin it!!!

  • Ooh Gudness its Malume on top of the crap his in oh could it be Fana oooh gosh the suspense. FFwdx32 plzzzzzz don’t take too long. Wenz Confessions update coming up cumon now u killing me here.

  • Oh no eish it hurts havn to read one chaptr a day, ☹ owell patiently waitn for da next chaptr

  • Wow great writing!! U kip us so captivated!! Its sad thou hey….being pregnant nd not knowing who d father is….is sh not scared of geting infected?

  • OMG…no..shit what are condoms for or we don’t think of Aids and sexual diseases or maybe sugar daddy’s don’t use condoms?

  • Ohh SHHHHHeperd :-) , isit Malume or Malume’s friend?! eix ayeye…
    Next chapter and the next one after the next please…. :-)

    #Salute Mike

  • To answer your question.
    My sister’s got a 10yr old boy and 6yrs ago she had an abortion now she is married and hubby wants kids. A month ago she asked me to go with to a fertility clinic to check without hubby knowing, the results are back and she can not conceive.
    how do you explain all this to your husband or do you keep on lying like T and N?

  • Enjoy reading especially N, I feel the chapter was very short. Please make chapter a bit long, these is. Very good read and patiently waiting for the next chapter.

  • I’m sorry to say this but I feel like this story is now stuck at the hospital scene and this N situation, like nothing else exist.. It’s not moving forward now it’s just standing still, it’s almost like watching
    Noluntu and mawande story line for weeks… Please dude move forward

  • @Alu, NO ya just da 1st to comment..

  • Listening to Mike on Kaya fm.. Big up man:)

  • I think Umalume is the father

  • Come on Mike,how can u leave us without telling the father,,,,,,,,,…………jst cnt wait to hear!keep up die mooi work you doing man!!!

  • Can u plzzzz plzzzzzzzzz post a link of yo interview wit Noeleen I missed it, shoot.

    O.M.G! W.T.F! What a twist I so didn’t c this one coming. I sympathize wit dis poor gal tjo she’s in deep shhhhhh***t.

  • The Mike, I know…keep them coming.. Sharp-sharp… hahaha!!!!

  • Ndiyabulela bhuti Mike ngebali elinemfundiso kanje, qhubekela phambili tata mhle umsebenzi wakho. Ukuza kusisi waseQwaqwa ncedo luni alidingayo cacisa, khonukuze sizonceda apho sikwazi khona.

  • Its funny how judgemental many ppl are…we can all say if u make your bed you should be able to lay on it but reality is until u have found yourself walking in those shoes its best to keep your views/judgements to yourself… It takes two to tango the only sad part is when shit hits the fan the woman is the one left to clean up the mess, women need to understand that the thing about not being careful is that even though both u n the guy may be involved you as a female are likely to get the raw need of the deal

  • Cnt w8 4 de nxt chapter, I hope de father is not Umalume

  • Malume is the daddy? Ther is only one way to find out, Mike hurry up tuu…

  • can’t wait for the next chapter.

  • Intense tuuuu! Can’t wait for next chapter!

  • Rather give the baby up for adoption instead of killing it.

  • Gosshhhh N!
    Who is the daddy?

  • NO unborn child is a mistake!no matter what..let’s not punish innocent souls coz of our doings!imagine if u were terminated,if ur mother didn’t give u chance of LIFE!
    Amyhow..happy read bra Mike! Very intresting ekse!

  • yho N ,I cant wait for the next chapter

  • Some more please

  • So like how long will it be stuck at the hospital…you are turining it into a soapie Mike

  • Shit!!! I wonder wu da fada is…thnx Mike!

  • Very good dnt forget about the Confessions one, coz i cant go back to chapter one for this one, you know(airtime kkkk),,, cmon chapter 10 confessions…. But iam liking it for d’ pirates kkkkk lol

  • Aowa, ngwana o is too loose maan…. No protection at all?? Wa gafa really…. She must just keep the baby and learn the hard way – ngwana has got nothing to do with the fact that the mother was irresponsible….. Tjeerrr… DNA tests can be done to prove who the dad is…

  • I just finished all 59 chapters and I must say I have never read anything so amazing and it is an eye opener,I can’t wait for the next chapter ,,keep up the good work

  • Nicely written chapter. All about N but what a turn of events.Love the suspence created at the end…can’t wait for the next Chapter.

  • The reapings of weekends away, hmmmmmm! Loves it!

  • Let’s bet, R50 each, I say malume is responsible,nice one MIKE

  • Mxmmmmmmm… So much suspense in both blogs.. I feel like crying. This is really addictive beyond the word.. Yoh.

  • eish cannot wait 4 da nxt chapter…….curiousity is killing me some more ds is becmin more interestin…..Eish mara N

  • Yho N!my lil sista wuld have 2 keep da baby..nothing justifies abortion!

  • I checked about 5 times today. Hoping that you posted another chapter! I need this in hard copy!… Oh please help a sister out. Can yal click on the link below and like the picture. I would appreciate it. Thanx!..! https://m.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=573620249326737&id=272223432799755&set=a.563666153655480.1073741825.272223432799755&_mn_=5&refid=56

  • Its hard to now fall asleep need chapter 60. Got every lady who cared to listen to read up! I m interested at how you put in Fear in ur work, big up

  • Eish!….. N she is in big trouble. Gals take some advise here…..one more…

  • Iyo!I started reading chapter 1 at 3pm,just finished chapter 59!this is good stuff!can I have more pls!

  • OMG!!! I just spent 4hrs reading! Its really an entertaining book! It needs to grow beyond the net though! Big ups to the writer!

  • O Fuck!! (/_\) lemme guess, y’all counted back to that weekend away? So it’s Malumz’ baby! Shiiiiiiiiid is about to hit the fan!

  • I’m going to have a baby myself if the next chapter doesn’t come…..so exciting :) .

  • OMG thts a mess. 4 my little sister I would advice her to keep the unborn one coz after all kids r Gifts 4rm God

  • Are u not skeptical that the blog version on tv may become another intersextions?

    • I think so too Nthabi…I’ve seen it before, reading a story is better that the TV because your imagination creates the story when you read the plots and characters. Imagine now when they cast Gorrila it won’t be ” your Gorrila” . I guess we’ll have to see.

  • I think uRonald is the father shem, but i wiLl have to wait for the next chapter…each chpter always leaves me with the need for more.
    I wud advice her to keep the baby,with the hope that she will take this mistake as a learning curve…afterall babbies r a gift from God

  • i live at inanda in durban it a location where da majority of da ppl are very poor.if it was a girl coming from a situation like dat where she would not b able to take care of da baby and since da baby is unwanted vele id advise her to arbot.but if it some1 who has a well off family who can take care of the child than it would b wrong to arbot it.

  • Oh FUCK !!!!!! Please next chapters , I’m not a reader but I love this ..

  • Interesting

  • Lol N o mathateng crius. I think it’s Uncle Rodneys’ baby. Sooooooooo can’t wait for Chptr60 :D

  • F…ck this is gttng more and more cnt wait 4r chapter60

  • this is bad people!!! Malume what have you done ???

  • OMG you know i started reading this after seeing Mike doing an interview and was so intriguedby the title. this is indeed a great read….have been ranting and raving for friends to read it. cant wait for next chapter.
    Mike you are indeed a gifted writer…i cant wait for more

  • Yha nhe, this is getting more and more interesting…can’t wait for more chapters….
    I just hope this is not malume’s child, a lot has happened already to malume’s family!

  • LOL, I can’t stop laughing at this ” if you are asked who the father of your pregnancy is you can never ever say you don’t know! Hell no! Only a bicycle would say that it doesn’t know who rode it! “

  • When will we read chapter60?

  • Tjo N thou , shit just got real………………… that’s what u get for being careless

  • N le ena maar how could u sleep around without a condom….if my 15years old sis is pregnant she will have to decide what she wants and deal with consequences of her actions.

  • more please

  • AWESOME!!!!!

    I can’t wait for the dates to be released… can’t wait for chapter 60!!!!!!!

  • Hoooo malume ur in deeper sh*t than u thot i tel u..next chapter please motho!

    • Things are never cut and dry with you Mikey, Im starting to think out the box when in comes to your shockers. My insane theory is Thandeka and Benny are siblings coz Aunty Lynda slept with Thandeka’s dad a lng time ago when he came to visit. “N’s baby is not Malume’s but Benny’s because at the party Benny had ruled out that N was the one having an affair with his dad because him and “N ” had they little thing on the side. HOW’s THAT FOR INSANITY. Hahahhahahhahahahahhahaha Mike and I still get to play Aunt Lynda on the series. LOL

  • Suspence is killing me,hu,s d daddy?

  • Eish N is in big shit!

  • I would not be the one to decide on what my 15year old sister should do with her pregnancy but certainly would not advise her to terminate either, my mother had me while she was 18 and I turned out very well. Family support is what the 15year old would require for them to focus on building up a good future for themselves and the baby.

    you leave us wondering again, who could the Father be? my guess is the Father is Fana, cnt wait for chpt 60.

  • I’m officially an addict of the diary. Thank you

  • oooooooooooh the baby beta not be Malume’s or else i’d die myself yoh yoh yoh…wat did N get herself into daam these gal become miss “knw it all” wen they get the FREEDOM “tertiary life” now this,…..

  • This is a good story and i say it agaion, it should not go on tv, i love ready books and this is one heck of a good book i must say.

    Its a personal choice to do the termination no one should force or tell them what not/do in that matter.

    I cant wait to read chapter 60, but i think uMalume is the father from the week she had with him in Mphumalanga…

  • OMW WOW WOW WOW! So I started reading this blog yesterday afternoon and am currently back in university and was utterly shocked at the truth behind this! I was almost in Thandeka’s shoes in my 1st year, altho I had stayed within my province. I guess staying at home has its benefits bt I was really quarter to her! I was so stunned to also realise that a MAN had wrote this, the attention to detail! WOW! I always go around preaching what u r saying in ths blog coz I experience and was witness to most of it! From living in a cacoon to BAM varsity life! I thank God 4 being igwala and ukusaba ihlazo that I ddnt go all the way!

    The rawness of this just highlights its realness and is coming as an eye opening pleasure. I haven’t read 4 pleasure in ages and WOW! I say, kp the blog gng, make it a book, I’ll buy it even after reading it all here. I say this coz I’m not a tv prsn :( (22yr old granny) lol. Not saying it shouldn’t b on the screens bt I just knw it will do well EVERYWHERE. I’d even like to be part of it there! I’m in awe of ur work! I just desparately need the rest of it *angisapaquzi kanje* lol but seriously, I’m not phased easily but la, ay well done!

  • OH FUCK WHAT? WHAT? WHO IS THE FATHER OF THE CHILD?

  • Mike….Mike….Mike…Mike!!! PpppLlllllEeeeeeAaaaaaaSsssssssEeeeeeeee!!! Take us out of our misery!! DAMN U R GUD!!

  • Hhay xem mike you knw your story u hav changed my daily life stleast now I have sumthing to luk forward too as for N wat was she was thinking Condomise cc

  • N is 20 thou,or am I wrong? Here is a quote from chapter 21 ” How can he come take his mistress, my roommate who was 20 by the way knowing that he and I were like family?”.

  • come – on you telling me with all this moola and drama in JOZI condoms are scarce? In this day and age who doesn’t know that condoms are only negotiable when your man is wheelchair bound. With multiple partners that’s just dumb.

  • OMG, malome is so the father

  • WOW!!! I’M LOVING THIS, I’M ALSO FROM MOOI RIVER!!!!

  • OH SnapS!!
    Malume shouldnt be the father of the baby instead it should be JuJu, so N can suffer… Csnt wait for chapter Sixty, am loving every moment

  • who the baby daddy????? lol

    till the next chapter….#eager to read#

  • who the baby daddy????? lol

    till the next chapter….#eager
    to read#

  • OH F*ck what????!… Ah Mike you killing me (/_’)

  • Noooooo Mike!! MIKE!!! You don’t know how many times I’ve been back to check for Chapter 60 already, The suspense is killiiiiiing me. :-( The waiting continues….

  • Noooooo Mike!! MIKE!!! You don’t know how many times I’ve been back to check for Chapter 60 already, The suspense is killing me. :-( The waiting continues…

  • Mikey, I’m going crazy flipping thrue my 4ne trying to see if there has been any chapters updated on either ‘ZuluGirlGoesToJhb’ or ‘Confessions of a SugarBaby’ only to see non :( !! M going coldturkey here!

  • but how can N be so dumb haibo

  • wow,ii feel like you are writing about my life,i had a friend who went exactly that.i think all girls can relate to this story i cant wait for chapter 60

  • I WANNA BE N!!! T.v not really have her life and twisted pregnancy

  • O fuck! Its umalume… DAMN

  • Wow…I can’t stop reading all I want is *more and more*

  • Next Chapter PLEASE!!! Waiting in bated anticipation.

  • Oh My Giddy – Aunt!!!! I hope its Malume then they will be killing two birds with one stone.

  • OMG. WHAT A WAY TO END THE CHAPTER. . . .0o0

  • I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve been back here hoping to find Chapter 60 out. Miiiiiiiiiike :’-( please!

  • Anxiously waiting 4 chapter 60, plz post it!!!

  • This diary is the SHIT I tell you… Tha SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Now where’s chapter 60 I need the adrenaline .I love reading,but you the best writer by far . My world are you human like really!!

  • Ahawu…..this is not fair…..I want more….I’m addicted already…..

  • Uhm..is ur twitter handle running?iv been searchin @diaryofazulygirl but tz too long,wld love to follow.

  • Uncle Benny Friend is the father…..at my age i still dont have a child so il talk to her abt the importance of waiting for the right time

  • Hai shem….. I have never enjoyed reading, mara this… Hs got me hooooooooked! Mike Hle, another chapter plz! Kanna re batla go itse go re rrago ngwana ke mang!

  • Itjo! Yoh Mike come on where is chapter 60? Gape u got us addicted nd nw u delaying 2 give us our daily fix!…..i cannot wait 2 indulge some more

  • People wud alwz hv diffrerent opinions abt the termination matter. With that said; The ‘shouldn’t have’ words never solve any problem.u either make the decision to keep the baby, terminate or give the baby for adoption.

  • Mmmmmh this could be that uMalume is the father!! Omg! This is very interesting,I can’t wait for the next chapter.

  • Omg wat a journey bhuti michael nkululeko and I’m so addicted…all I’ve done for the past twodays is b on my fone face down and cnt even do any other besides readng weneva I get the chance…ur very witty.smart and charasmetic…I mus applaud u thou….tried inviting u on fb but u wasn’t there…gud work baba..nkosi ikubusise and cnt wait to read further

  • Awesome stuff!!! :)

  • She shud have n abortion

  • I’m Waiting in Suspense And Its Killing Me, i Should Play Benny’s Part On The Series.

  • I wil neva let hr do abortion i hate it she’l hv de bby n aftr its gonna b fmly plannin 4 lyf n il make sure of dt.

  • Next chapter please!!! The suspense is killing me

  • Ohwwww ehmmmm geee…shitz gettin real…wena thandeka stop entertainin gorilla pythonz actualli gud 2 ya…but no good can cum frm u livin wit benny wht are his parents THINKIN? Yho am waitin in bated breath…..

  • We want more, OMG malume z the father, I think sh shud abort immediately…

  • Wena N usenjeni shame

  • Yoh,i swear i woke up in d middle of d night jst hoping id find chapter 60..nd im bck again. Mike kante y u doing dis 2 us

  • Guys were is chapter 60?

  • Hayi marn! How does she know ngokamalume,bcoz she slept with Juju during the week & malume on week-end!

    • @gals u gt a point there lol u r so observant lol
      :)

  • Uu ee phela Aids is not a big deal anymore! I would be worried about that than the pregnancy! So she slept with 3 different men without protection in a space of a month! Geez!

  • Chapter 60 pleaseeeeee the suspense is killing me

  • Id let her keep it if she doesnt want to, she’s 15 for hell’s sake!

  • Ow gosh!! The drama goes on nd on..keep it cumin :)

  • Hey how can we assist the reader from Qwaqwa?

  • Iyoh nna weh!!!!! Ai yai nd it keeps gettin better!!!:-)

  • Lmaoooo “Only a bicycle would say it doesn’t know who rode it” Amen! I’m dead! :) :):)

  • Ayi hhayi kabi bt N sure does get around!

  • Hey Mike, how exactly would you like us to assist the lady from QwaQwa, it would be really nice to stand for something and assist where we can. South Africa belongs to all of us, like you said we should stand for something.

    I am really inspired by your writing and all the important issues you bring up. Just say “jump” and I will ask how high.

    Will assist wherever I can bro

    • WOW MANTI,IO ADORE THAT

  • AND where is chapter 60 – 80 please we are waiting anxiously here.

  • I asked how that was possible because when a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to.

  • I asked how that was possible because when a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to. Hay yandicwaba le part hahahahahahh

  • Malume..?? Fana?

  • Am scared that one day will have to teach 8 year olds to use condoms and have family planning. “Such is life” some experiences in life are not worth experiencing N has made her bed, now she must take a peaceful sleep on it.

    • EISH EISH MMARATI, BUT U GOTA TRY

  • Yoh hai sekushubile manje

  • Hi what kind of help does your reader require maybe I could be of some assistance, I’m very well of the Manapo Hosp in that part of the country…send me a direct email

  • wena malume, awuna ngane, mawuya kuN uhamba ngeSkoon!

  • Looool…Dr Mmashiane? I am glaad my family name is represented in this book…. hey our surname is now famous thankx to Dr Mashiane

  • “possible because when a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to. What kind of nonsense is that!?”Lol dead by ds.mike u can surely write.m so lovinbg ds blog

  • Dis is a moment where I wish dat when u slept around the baby is born looking like an octopus,having all the heads of different men you slept with so you cant lie and pick the one you want

  • It is Uncle Rodney… Holy Schucks!!

  • i would let her abort it.. she’s too young

  • Wow I started reading this blog yesterdae I’m so glued keep up the gud work I’m in chapter 59 already

  • This is an eye opening story. Thanks for leting us know what life can throw at you or how you can throw you self at a bad life style

  • Damn it, I wonder hu z da father.. Culd it b juju or uncle s’ 4rnd? *wonderin*really m hooked. I wil let her 2 terminate it, I mean a gal of 15yrs bein a mum, really is nt worth it, so termination is bst for her cruzly

  • “when a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to.” Dead by lol

  • Awesome blog. I’m loving every second of reading it. To answer the question…I’d like to say that there’s no need for us to add to the population more people who are going to suffer. So, I would not encourage a 15 year-old sister to keep an unwanted pregnancy. By the way, I’m also from Qwa-Qwa…so, maybe I could help out the Qwa-Qwa person…

  • “when a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to” kwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dzeadz

  • Yep I can advise her to keep the baby coz its a gift from God no need to get rid of the prenancy.

  • Izit malume*raised eyebrows* let’s go and find out nxt chapter

  • Dead by “Only a bicycle would say it didn’t know who rode it” I must say you have revived my long dead reading interest,keep it up with the good work.

  • oh oh!!!!!!!malume is in trouble..thumbs up to u Mike this blog is too nyce shem

  • So u wanna tell me N fucked all this 3 guys flesh? Ay *clap 1nce* N aka beya tau botsetse.

  • ops wt a mess,I hpe de fathr is nt umalome please!

  • Real life messes indeed. Your work is good Mike.

  • Since Benny is not his child,he just got himself ingane ekunge yakhe I doubt he will agree nge abortion if that’s what N and Thandeka will think of.

  • Ooh fuck ke malume or wat? Ya u can put sum1 in suspense neh…next chapter

  • Double shit.

  • Quote of the chp:”She was certain her parents did not know because her mother would have woken her up from a coma if she had to. She was violent like that she said.” I think this mother is an older version of the mother I am possibly going to become!tststs

    As for the question posed,I would stomp her like a runaway slave,and THEN take her to Marie Stopes.I am TOTALLY against terminating a life God has produced;however,I am not going to impose that kind of “punishment” on anyone;that is God’s job,not mine.The Mike Tyson vs Evander Hollyfield beat-down will be the extent of my “punishment!”

  • “Only a bicycle would say that it doesn’t know who rode it! ” Lol, damn!

  • It happen during malume’s so called business trip to Nelspriut

  • Oh no to Thandeka’s uncle, its going to be worse now pls!!!

  • lol uMalome is in deep ish now hehehe

  • lol,dead by”when a dick goe inside u,u must remember whom it belongs to” hhahahaaaaaaaa, nxa Thandeka…

  • when a dick goes inside you then you should always remember whom it belongs to………….again i am dead, yooh you have a way with words though.

  • Damn Now that is how to end a Chapter…leave us Rushing to Get wat happened next Big up

  • Yes I will advised her to keep unwanted pregnancy,, child is a gift from God and a blessing..

  • Malume??

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