May 12, 2013 - ZuluGirlGoes2Jhb    273 Comments

Chapter Fifty Five

The person startled by the scream fell off the bed with a thud. I switched on the side lamp and there was Gorilla! I won’t lie I was scared. He really is a big man. He was wearing a vest and pyjama shorts. Was he about to rape me i asked myself? Should I run? A lot of things go through your mind at that moment. Instinctively I felt myself try to cover up even though i was fully dressed. Where would I go? I was in Fourways and i knew no one here. It was early morning and i didn’t have a home to go too. I was alone. Why did I come here in the first place? Was I crazy? God was punishing me. Even if i screamed no one would hear me. These yards are so big. I had no way of protecting myself even if I wanted to. He was standing between the door and me. The windows behind me had burglar bars. So much for security.


For a moment there we just stared at each other before I asked him what he thought he was doing. As calm as a sleeping baby he told me that he could hear me fidgeting and figured I was cold so he came to check on the electric blanket to see if it was working!!! I must have been born yesterday if he thought I believed that. See why I told why we Zulu use blankets we buy at Oriental Plaza not this electric nonsense. He could see the shock in my face and went on to say that at times it gives problems. I don’t know how I got cornered into it but soon he was accusing me of thinking he was a rapist. He told me of how he had invited me into his home and how out of his own concern he had come to check up on me. He reminded me of how he had been there for me even though he had not even asked me questions about why I had been kicked out. He told me how he drove all the way to Milpark to rescue me and this is how I react. I felt bad. I felt like an idiot. He was right. Had I not smiled when I saw him in the reception area? I started to apologize. I had gone from the screaming teenager to the apologetic one in less than ten minutes.

He reassured me that it was ok but felt as though he was being treated like a monster. He asked if he could sit on the bed of which I readily agreed. I felt really bad. Because I could not sleep anyway we started talking. He was quite a fascinating MAN to be honest. I found out that Python actually works for him but they were friends. He was friends with Pythons brother who was based in England hence how they knew each other. I don’t how but we eventually ended up lying in bed together. I told him I am not going to sleep with him when he started touching me. I didn’t tell him to stop though. It started off as a massage, him kneading my shoulders until at some point he was fondling my breasts. Maybe it was my hyper emotional state but i was aroused within moments. He knew how to work his hands to be honest for it take long for me to start breathing heavy. In all this he was saying absolutely nothing. Not a word. Wow. Is it true that guys tell you how much they love you during sex and how beautiful you look? I would probably laugh if someone did that because it would come across as cheesy and rather weird for me. I mean imagine how during sex you moan, squint your face, grimace, scream etc then he said, “oH baby you are so beautiful,” lol that would be odd. I prefer the silent sex. No sweet nothings for me thank you very much! Anyway it was at that moment that I told him to stop and to his credit he did. He asked me for a blowjob “to relieve the pressure” as he put it. I gave him a straight no on that one. He would have to settle for a hand job.

I think the fascination men have with blowjobs is that it degrades women. I know we call it pleasure to make ourselves feel better but imagine the thought of having someone stick his “thing” inside your mouth and worse cumming inside you. We are not allowed to say such things out in public because if you say that even your girlfriends say you are backward. You don’t know where his “thing” has been and in whom and at times for how much. Now it has to be cleaned by your tongue. As girls we do a lot of things. Gorilla was not as big as Python where it counts! Rather short and stout. For a big man he was rather disappointing no wonder why S had cheated on his ass!!! Can’t be built like a mountain then walk around with a stick between your legs like what the fuck!!! It fit in my hand perfectly and I have small hands so you imagine. I tried to think of other things as I did it but I couldn’t help but feel dirty.

I wasn’t really distraught about it at first but at least I didn’t sleep with him. That was what was in my head at the moment. Fortunately it didn’t take longer than ten minutes. What a relief! However when he left my room soon after I saw him put something on my headboard. As I was lying sideways i didn’t see it clearly at first. Then there on the head board in a folded stack held together by an elastic band were hundred rand notes. I knew it was mine but i didn’t pick it up. I could not believe he had just done that.

He had just paid me for ‘sex’!

For the first time since I had come to Johannesburg I did not smile after i had received money.

I cried so hard!!!

****The End****

@diaryofazulugal


I have a soft spot for single mothers. You have to do twice the work with usually half the resources or none at all. Worse, at time you have to face families and communities that blame you for being in that situation in the first place. I know its hard and your tears at times run freely. Somehow though you find a way to pick yourselves up and get back on your feet. You look at your little miracles and realize that wow God has worked his miracle yet again through you. Happy Mothers Day moms and may you remain truly blessed!

273 Comments

  • Well done Thandeka for not giving in! Mike, thanks for a beautiful mother’s day present!

  • Gorilla is such a manipulative person nxa!!! Reverse psychology

  • WOW THNX FO THE MSG

  • G has Thandeka exactly where he wants him now, soon its gona b payback time

    • Heavens rescue me – I havea deadline and exams but I can’t stop reading this.u gud brother keep them coming

      • Lol Patti! I was writing this morning but i kept checking for a new chapter every hour! #addiction!

        @Mike you’ve done a phenomenal thing for us South Africans by sharing your skills. Not only are bookworms addicted but you also have self-confessed bookphobes begging for more!

        • Personally i hate reading but am so addicted. Which studying could be so interesting to a point a person is looking forward to have their next read, am so ADDICTED TO BOTH STORIES.

  • Fact:sex sells

    • True dat! Ha ha ha, Mike has us by the balls.

  • Lol its funny how G makes her feel bad yet he came in there with intension I mean where else would he have gotten the moola to put on the pillow before he got up! Dang he played her!!!!! (Love ur work can’t wait for 56)

    Thanx for the happy mothers day! I’m a proud mommy of a 4 year old girl!

  • OMW! U can’t predict Gorilla. Thanks for the Mother’s Day wishes Mike, we were definitely treated with indulgence. Can’t wait for Chapter 56.

  • Wow I’m waiting 4 da next Chapter now.

  • Omg! Gorilla hs a stick, lol its jst d beginning Thandeka wil soon feel dat ‘stick’

    • Say that again Waka!!!

  • Blow Job? U realy have to like some1 2get down like that.

  • Ja ne, varsity life.

  • Salute Mike

  • Thanks Mike for the msg, I salute you for being so creative and articulate. Keep up the good work. Publish your books and I’ll be the first to buy.

  • Wow! Thnk u 4 da swit msg! Lol…atleast Thandi didn’t give in ds tym…keep up da gud work!

  • Your mothers day message really touched me. Thank u 4 reminding me that my bundle of joy is a miracle from God.

  • Guys please tell me when chapter 56 has surfaced this is hot staff thandeka

  • you story is the epitome of awesomeness

  • Can’t get enough of this story!!!! Big Ups to Mr Mike Maphoto

  • Thandeka was really a confused teenager! That was too much but atlist she didnt give in to Gorilla… Thanks for the great book, refreshing and making us ready on how we will raise oir kids, this is an opening eye story

    • This book is so addictive, I really can’t wait for chapter 56

  • Thanks Mike for such a good read. I just hope that this diary does not fall into deaf ears. That the young adults of today learn from this and hopefully don’t fall into the same trap as Thandeka. You are making a positive difference and entertaining us at the same time. Keep up the good work.

  • Gosh…good stuff Mike…been checking for the new chapters every 5mins…lol…you got us on our knees wanting more chapters dude – so not fair…lol

    Suggestion: is there any way of having an alert system for new chapters? I used to work for an SMS service company and you can actually ask your readers to subscribe into the mobile service and once the new chapter is available, you can send a bulk SMS with the chapter’s URL (literally takes 2secs to execute). But, maybe there is another way of doing an alert service on this platform…just a suggestion – use it, don’t use it…*shrugs* :)

    PS…thanks for the Mothers’ Day message.

  • I am beyond shocked, this girl is stupid and has fallen in a trap… I can’t wait for the next chapter

  • Poor Thandeka now feels like a prostitute! Must say I kind of feel sorry for her. Thanks for the message, really touching ’cause single mothers get judged harshly

  • Wow g ya sometimes man thonk we idots,thanks for the mothers day msg means a lot u just touched my heart. Thanks keep up the good work

  • Wow g ya sometimes man think we idots,thanks for the mothers day msg means a lot u just touched my heart. Thanks keep up the good work

  • thanx 4 da mothers day msg dear…

    Impatiently w8in 4 ch56….

    Truly admire ur work…u r 1 talented brada Mike…
    Ur mother must be very proud of u.
    A Happy mothers day 2 a woman who raised such a gifted soul…

  • Ts pain is deeply felt @ the end. It is degrading to knw that u r a sex worker in a twisted way. And though she ddnt c herself as a prostitude b4, it certainly opnd her eyes that she is a high class prostitude… N tnx 4 the lovely message*team mom*

  • I’m WOWed by this blog, the way Mike has got us hooked, I found out about this only on Friday evening, but by the time I slept that night I was already on chapter 41, and today I’m as sick as a dog, but just kept checking if 55 was out! I’m hooked! I completely love Jo’zzy’s suggestion, having a notification would be awesome. Thanks again… Hope you’ll have us reading again soonest *big smile*

  • *teardrops*

  • Keep up the good work man, your story is such an eye opener! Really fascinating stuff. I’m glad Thandeka didn’t give in to G’s sneaky ways. Waiting impatiently for chapter 56….. The suspence is killing me :)

  • Nyce twist of events, superb plot and captivating overall. Talented undoubtedly!

  • I’m so captivated. Uyay shaya lento yakho hands down

    Thanks for the mother’s day message. I salute the many women like me

  • This book is so interesting. U need to publish it Mike n sellit to High Schools. It must be a set book for the Grade 12 english literature. U could help a lot of first year students n save parents the heartaches of getting the kids in coffins like S

  • I’m loving your stories, I wish I can read the full book

  • *clapsonce*

  • The plot has become somewhat predictable. G with his small manhood is gonna end up getting blowjobs while he sponsors her lavishness. Big manhood anaconda Python will be giving Thandeka bedroom pleasure, and the cycle goes on n on n on. …

    • It’s fine, if you know what’s gonna happen then you can stop reading. I give you my full permission.

      • Constructive critism enhances content that could otherwise be poor…

      • Sarcasm is pathetic!

  • At least Thandeka still has some ‘little’ dignity left in her hahahaha Looks like Benny’s talk made some sense to her – she mustn’t give it up easy! :)

  • Impatiently awaiting chapter 56. Great Work!

  • Thandeka u dd a gud job nt sleepin wit G, bt snc u luv money u’l gv in.

    Tnx 4 a mother’s day massage

    • Can’t wait 4 other chapters. This is an eye opening buk n it could b a nc drama on tv

  • Thank you Mike, for Chapter 55. Nyto.

  • Thank for the message Mike ❤

  • Very nice, can’t wait 4 da nxt chapter!

  • Wow what a great read. Thanx for such a sweet mgs. More chapters please

  • I’m a druggie, can’t get enough. This really gives us a glimpse of how mean and scary the big bad world is. Next year I’m going to varsity and it scares me, but I have learnt a lot from Thandeka, I won’t be like her.

  • Heheh I don’t trust G, can’t be flaunting money like that for nothing. Soon this girl is going to pay. She should have just squated with Aya

    • Don’t trust him either something is up sure she’ll have to his mule or something but something is big coming G’s no fool and already he knows T’s weakness that’s very bad when you living lavida loka my fear is T’s got hearts for P she just doesn’t realize this might cause a rift btwn the brothers!!

  • A diary worth reading, dont judge cos your certainly not judged. Money is the true root of all all evil!

  • Wooooo Phython engathini kodwa?but naye kke phofu he shagged S whom @ that time was Gorrillas girl *claps hands once*drools 4 more

  • wow , your work is so unprdictable! en that is what keeps me glued en praying u continue to write. i really cant do witout my daily fix. wit regards to mothers day message, thank u, its people as appreciative of us single moms as u that makes the job bearable en well worth it.God bless :-)

  • Gorialla is a Dog!!

  • Gorilla has just proved to Thandeka that there’s a thin line between a good girl and a prostitute,however Thandeka’s mistakes cost her big time,everytime she messes up she makes a big mistake which comes with a high price to pay,something that happens to the best of us,not because we willing to give in but simply because we not perfect

    • I like the way you think Tee wise words we can sit and blame T but the truth is no one is perfect

  • This is just amazing Mike. Thank you so much 4 doing this diary t really opening my eyes. I’m a grd12 student this year. N already the stuff I’m reading hre is shocking. I hope Varsity students take this seriously. Cos t is happening 4 real 2 sum of them. Keep up the good work can’t wait 4 chapter 56.

  • Its good you didnt guve un sweety. I can imagune how thandeka felt wen she received the money afterwards… What happens next??????? Such a big question mark though :(

  • Thank you for the mother’s Day message means a lot to us single moms. And as for the dairy big ups keep on doing the great work .

  • Concerning the “Blow Job” part, I as a female feel that why would you prefere to have sex with a guy with concerning where his dick was before you than sticking it in your mouth. a mouth that you will use to eat and kiss others with.

    Gorilla wanted to have sex with her.
    and someone is right he used reverse psychology on her.

    Shame.

  • Hai Thandeka ke skwende

  • all i gotta say is wooooow….4 a moment i thot i was loosing intrest in between chapter 51-53,but as talented as u are u bounced back @54 and um haappy um still enjoying it>>>>um not a mom but ma older sister is a single mother and trust me as much as she may try to put on a strong face,i know its not easy 4her,thanx 4the mother’s day massage its really touching!!!

  • The guy who thinks the story is predictable surely knws hw ths rolls. The logic tells nt predictability. In the story we saw S goin through tht path so if u put 2&2 u wll conclude.
    Hate pple who don wana give credit where it’s due n think they r smart. Mike I think I wll waite fr atleast 10 more chaptrs. The short reads don help the suspence…thnx bro…

  • There are 2 things that our youth get from this book

    1. Learning the lesson and making sure they dont fall for the same traps later
    2. Some actually found a way of making money before graduating lol 153K is a lot of money just for doing it.

    I GORILLA AM WAITING FOR THEM, Money is not an issue.
    Im AKA money maker

  • I would have used the available cash to go home. Safe and sound in my bed that has no short Nigerian things that want to be sucked or rubbed.

  • Death by Gorrilla having a tiny stick in btw his legs.

    On a rather more serious note when will T ever learn her lesson kanti . Money isnt everything ………………………… its very tempting but it aint everything

  • Could you please post Chapter 3 of Confessions of a SugarBaby… I’m dying to know how the relationship between N, and Siya’s dad will pen out…

    xxx Keep up the good work :-)

  • Tjo Thandeka? what’ve you gotten urself into. these guys are going to use you like a toy (Vibrator, and all those sexual toys etc.) my best friend was like this and she is married to abo bhuti bale kude, she’s pale ingathi she’s been bathing nge bleach, the sad part is that she never bothered to finish-up school and get her matric. im so glad I never fell into this trap. she was raving on and on about how her man is endowed.

    thanx for the good, its definetily an eye opener.

    the mother’s day message is greatly appreciated.

    MaV

  • Eish yah neh, i just knew it that he wanted something by comin to T, mxm some man though poor Thandeka. Cant wait for chapter 56 yoh

  • It’s pbvious, that Gorrila wanted to tap your ass lol. He didn’t come to check on the electric blanket at all, why bring the cash with? Ubezokudla lol…

  • You are ridiculously talented, can not wait for chapter 56 and thank u for the mothers day massage!

    You got me hooked!! Ahhhhhhhhhh

  • Wow I’m really enjoying this. Keep up da good work. Can’t wait 4 Chapter 56

  • Seems Thandeka is in deep mud that she can’t pull out anytime soon by herself.prostitute in denial shame.I hope the ending will be more educating to young girls than what seems to be a smooth sailing cash towards her.At the moment she is in state where any desparate lady would like to be in,whereas she has had options to avoid this at the beginning

  • Impatiently waitin for chapter 56 and onwards,keep up da good work and thnx for da touchy mothers dae mesage !

  • thanks for the mother’s day message
    welldone to T for not opening her legs this time, patiently waiting for the next chapter

  • Oh wow i have neva been so glued onto a blog or book or wateva you wanna call this. i started reading this sat and I am already waiting for Chapter 56…. Keep it coming, Dude you don’t have a fan but a supporter. *wink*

  • I just thought as much that G have a small stick to fight…by the way he looks…thats y S cheated on him with P…..this is just the beginning for Thandeka…soon you will open up those legs plus uthanda ne wine…tltltltl

  • Can’t be built like a mountain then walk around with a stick between your legs like what the fuck!!! KWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

  • OMG!!! this just keeps getting better and better. I could seriously read this diary until chapter 1000 ( nudge nudge, wink wink, hint hint). My friends and I are hooked and I am having a blast. Well down on the writing of this blog.

    Thank you so much for teh mother’s day message. I am a proud single mom and no can take away the joy that my lil man brings me. To all the other moms like me- you make me proud, keep up the fantastic work! (”,)

  • Thanks for the message…Really appreciate it :)

    More chapters please and Confessions alok

  • The writer is a man???????????? @drops dead

  • The plot thickens…. Thandi-girl friend u are nasty!! That is prostitution right there…

  • Wow! M hooked! We need More

  • wow wow wow wow wow…….
    great work

  • Guys, where did u read that the writer is a man? I wanna c it for myself.

    • It’s not a secret bra… Google the name Mike Maphoto.

  • Thanx a lot for the lovely mother’s day message… so touching but very true!! even with tears in our eyes we (single moms) still put up a brave face and manage to make our little ones happy!!
    As for the blog, hmmm im so hooked,and im in awe after evry chapter!! Thanks for showing such huge talent and telling it like it is…! The unfolding events tell a true story of every young girl’s experiences once they hit the Varsity campus!! I am suggesting that my 18 year old niece start reading as well, and avoid falling into the same trap next year as she will be going to either Wits or UCT….*wink*

  • ndiyavuya ukuba akazange athi give it up for gorilla! Hayi ke! atleast she still has a conscience. I’m soo hooked Mike sana shame! #in ma very heavy xhosa accent#

  • It pains me a lot thinking how our sisters are being used in the name of money.

  • Gorilla short and stout! Python is the man hahahhhah! This is a great read !!! Many young kids go to varsity and the pressure gets to them and they go back home with nothing but hic and babies!!!JHB HAS SWALLOWED MANY and spits them like chewed gums

  • Hu! Jezz Mary! Thandeka wabantu mhhhh ngane kaMa likwenzani iGoli! nkosiyami yazi everytime i think of this Gorrila ngivele ngifikelwe elangempela emqondweni. i wonder unuka kanjani hmmmmmm or maybe uhlale ejulukile! im sure uyashayina nasebusweni!

  • Tank u 4 the lovely msg.. Yho this is so intresting cnt wait 4 the next chapter I’m addicted..

  • People need to realise that this is a fictional story, not all Nigerian men epitomise G or P. Discussions are becoming intense in the streets lol.

  • aowa bhut’ mike we are sufering hle.chapter 56 tswe-tswe!

  • lol..ha ha ha python..has a thing neh mmm big guy bt none lol ha ha

    bj thing…mmm ayi…bt thank God thandeka ddnt give in…

  • Thandeka is on a Bus to ‘HO Ville’ .

    • Bus to HO ville, lol #death

  • More, more pls!! I usually don’t read, be it whatever but this blog has got me reading! Great stuff, keep those chapters coming!!! ;-)

  • wow dude, u got me addicted to this story, keep up da good work and God Bless you

  • I think eventually Thandeka is gonna give it up to G, she’s slowly becoming like S. But this is an eye opener for young gals you know

    • i bet that’s how ‘S’ started, slowly but surely Thandaza is going there

  • I am totally hooked, such things happen in varsity. Now I wonder if these girls with expensive weaves and clothes really do get the money from parents or they just like bo Thandeka, tjooooo

  • Ja Neh…. i’m ashamed to say sometimes as men we take advantage of some situations… Gorrila Should be ashamed…. never the less

    *I’m Hooked*

    Awaiting the next chapter.

  • Men! south african men should learn to treat us better. Look at now uthandeka she is being turned into a prostitute slowly. Thandeka jst drop varsity and go study in kzn.nafsas ukhona man

  • thank you for a great read. as a single mother myself ur blog has bn hw i distress b4 i go to bed:-D

  • Wow Thandeka i can’t say more girlie.
    I can’t wait for the next chapter,very interesting

  • Tjo! le kadi pyjama his guy still carries dough… hee hee

  • Tjo! le kadi pyjama this guy still carries dough… hee hee

    ……..on to the next one………..

    • lmao!!! i know ryt?!

  • Kahle kahle u Gorilla akakwazi ukushela dirty scoundrel

  • G has a nik neks down there* dead* tx my angel for mommy’s day sms

  • I can’t seem to open chptr56 instead its giving me confessions help pls…

  • Thusang thlebg! Cnt open 56 it takes me 2chapter 4 of confessions. Someone help me m desparate.

  • 56!!!!! Y won’t u open!!!!! Oh Gahd! I cnt slp!!!! I neEd To read it!!!! *frustrated* and in need of HELP :(

    • hahahaha Chichi it is very frustrating I just wanted to die, I even dream about these people lol

  • :”For a big man he was rather disappointing no wonder why S had cheated on his ass!!! Can’t be built like a mountain then walk around with a stick between your legs like what the fuck!!! “…this part is killing me….lol ei ya neh…m so adicted …pls help!

  • I once knew a Thandeka, my home girl from Eastern cape, we stayed in Braamfontein in the same flat same floor, i was already working been out of varsity but still I too broke to get into her pants, all I got was lots of kisses when she was bored watching tv in my room, most of the time she was being picked up by man going to parties in Sandton, couple of years later she lives in Sandton and her parents are still giving her money for the flat in braamfontein thinking she stays there.. I love your stories they are so real

    • I once stayed with a Thandeka..and believe me this is all true, fortunately I didn’t lose my principles eventually I moved out of our beautiful townhouse just to save myself from falling. And she is now married can you believe it?

  • I think if we can have this as a movie I would watch it over and over again. Chapter 56 pretty please :D

  • Wow! Wow! Wow!
    *waits eagerly for the next chapter*

  • waiting,waiting,waiting.

  • Dear Mike

    Thank you for offering us a great read……it has indeed been a great entertainer and we have grown attached to it like a baby clinging on a mother’s breast.

    We don’t only love your writing because of your sense of humour and charming relationship with words, we keep coming back for more because you have chosen a very relevant subject and interesting one too!

    Reading is a culture that should be promoted especially among young black youth and such irresistible blogs/online books make reading very fashionable.

    I have no doubt in my mind that you would make one of the legendary authors one day and I’m looking forward to more of your work.

    With all that said, now please give us chapter 56…..I begggooo!!!!

    • Yr name though (lungsta)……just reminds of sum1 special

    • I also believe he will make it big one day. just imagine if this piece would be taken to a publishing company in overseas. How big it would turn out. This is a South African true story and those who have never been to SA would consider visiting soon just to meet Zulu girl author. lol.

      I’m also patiently waiting for chapter 56-60.

  • The suspense tho! Im dying here for the next fix

  • yestedai i slept ard 2am trying 2 finsh cpt55 pls……bra cum wth cpt56

  • Ngibona ubushimane tendencies kulo G wakhona (uyabheja most of d time)……glad u stood yr ground

  • iyoo, i am so addicted to this. i feel sorry for this girl.
    we are the lost generation, we have forgotten that money is the root of all evil.

  • Anxiously waiting for chapter 56 please…………………. thank you for such a interesting read….

  • This really does take me back to my tertiary life, i never myself went through that but know many that went through it, tjo fascinating read indeed.

  • LOLZ

  • Can’t wait 4 chapter 56

  • CHAPTER 56 PLZ
    CANT WAIT

  • Waiting for Chap 56

  • Patiently waiting for chapter 56, somebody pls help me!!! I begggggooooo…

  • Any chance of an RSS Feed or some kind of notification mechanism, checking for the next chapters and stuff is driving me nuts?

  • Still waiting for chapter 56.. Come on Mike.. This is too much now..

  • Due for another dose, Dr. This is just highly toxic, we need not build up resistance now do we… Lol!!! #Though I know that will never happen # hahaha, wu A!!!

  • we are still waiting but im afraid i cant say patiently so please

  • ok we waitn for chap 56 ….get cracking on da ryting…dis waitn is killing me

  • At least he didn’t force himself on her and he didn’t blackmail her for a blowjob unlike the policeman.

  • My first comment, not because I was not moved from Chapter 1, but because I just got sooo overwhelmed! Thank you for the bigzup, I’m a single mom too!
    Will look out for more…

  • Mmmh ai no now u shagging both, P and G!!! Ok waiting 4 more! Bring it on.

  • Eish,dnt know whether to blame the poor girl or not,soo confusing cos dats pure prostitution.She’s now turning to be G and P’s toy.I just feel Sorry for her.

  • From G’ point of view i wonder why he gave out the cash.

  • Keep up the good work

  • My dear where do we go from here? I’ve been looking 4 chapter 56

  • whr on earth is Chapter 56???:( ive BEEN waiting…and the contant checkin is killing me….:(

  • Great story I love it! D u hve like a book ?

  • The story takes me back to my times as a student at the same institution as Thandeka 2001-2004. His Story is captivating, keep up the good work.

  • CHAPTER 56 PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO ADDICTIVE YHO!! KEEP THEM COMING MIKE YOU ARE SO GOOD.

  • oh Thandeka these two men will kill over you or they will kill you.

  • Wow this is good..when is Chapter 56 coming I can’t wait..am addicted

  • WoZa chapter 56 BO!!!

  • Waiting enxiously for chapter 56. Pls post it soon.

  • You’re the best dear, your story is touching, teaching and informative. I mean no one is a saint here even if you’re eventually you’ll change. I personally thank you for the boldness that you have in sharing your challenges with us. I did what you did because you were responding to demands of the situation which you were facing/are facing at that time. Bigup love**

  • I have been reading this story , it is so sad what young girls are exposed to and it’s unfortunate that money seems to be the magnet of all things. I, however do feel that EVERYBODY has a CHOICE, you had yours from the word go and like any curious teenager decided to ignore the instincts. Lies all eventually come out as you nicely put it even when you are dead!

    Interesting read though, can’t wait for the next chapter!

  • Gr8 story lookng owt fr chptr 56

  • The write of this blog deserves an Oscar. I mean who would have thought people would be so glued to their computers, cellphones, tablets, ect. just reading about someone’s tainted life? Well worded and categorised. I have never been this addicted to anyone’s book or blog. We all somehow relate to this because evrything you mentioned in your chapters is what we’ve seen or heard of.

    A Job well done indeed… Looking forward to the next chapters..

  • Waiting for Chapter 56 :0)

  • wat a great reading. the story is so captivating and the way it being told is really good. I hope u are not giving up on zulugirl, coz wld really love to read chapter 56 …onwards. still curious to know wat happened to N, wat abt uncle. and Python wat will he say to t staying with G and most of all wat abt the parents, got a feeling T’s father has the potential to be a sugar daddy! lol. ………

    but seriously I loved every moment and chapter of the story, keep it flowing hey!

  • Patiently waiting for Chapter 56…

  • A work of art! This I would gladly buy, without even thinking twice. The storyline would make a great movie or one of those radio short stories. Keep up the great work!

  • Hawu upi uChapter 56 bo..

  • Beautiful story, not so much a story though as these things are reality, others survive in the game just like Thandeka, others sales plumet to the point where they are too used to the life of getting paid for a little squeeze on the ass or some penetration for that matter….see those, those are the students at UJ or Wits by day and students at Summit or Royal by night!!!! #FACT

    • more plizzzzz! Thanks so much for the mothers day message, it was cherry on top (almost cried)! How do you do it? It seems you’re very good at putting yourself in one’s shoes. You’re trully gifted!

  • I am soo dying of waiting got chapter 56 of diary of a zulu girl and chapter 6 of confessions on a sugerbaby ….read it all for the first time yesterday and finished it all ….now checking every five minutes for new chapters …..love it , actually crazy over it …totally mental ….

  • Fit for an African/Jozie movie indeed…. Cant wait for chapter 56 if not 100. Keep going and all the best .

  • These guyz actually for younger woman under 25 they know they under pressure as we all know our lifestyle is to expensive, I know galz in my area who are trapped can’t get out always running away from cops wit moni and drugz from their foreign boyfriend they start by showering them wot lots if moni and one of these galz her niger bf gives her moni evritym she sleeps over so sad cause its an exchange for sex sad.
    Thanks Mike for the lovley motherz day message greatly appreciated. Can’t wait for chapter 56.

  • Will you ever post chapter 56

  • Can you please post chap 56 yoh I’ve been waitn 4 so long I feel like there’s a junkie that needz her drug 2 feel all good yoh u left us hanging 4 2lng plz post chap 56 and mayb 56-60 #smilez#

  • #meant# I feel like a junkie that needs her drug

  • Sooner or later Thandeka have 2 open the door 4 G bcz the dude cn’t wait 4 tht long trust me

  • I feel like a teenager who just met a hot guy and waiting for him to call me,i keep checking for the next chapter or even better chapter 56-60.*bbmstraightface*

  • Oh ay! This story gets juicier by the minute! More juice please Thandeka. And thanks for the message. I’m also a proud single mom of a 1year old:)

  • Talent @ it’s best.I really cn’t get enough of this pls write sum more

  • Cme on dude, I’m dying her waiting for chapter 56! Please please please I need dis! *confession of an addict*

  • when is chapter 56 coming??

  • Dude this is a very nice read!! Now plzzzz ,the waiting is too much! I’ve been waiting 4 chapter 56 4 3 days already :( plzzz Thandeka!

  • I would like to hear more about thandie and bennie see how things are gonna end and also try checking your spelling please… And hope N part not over

  • i think she new from the time G picked her up that it wont be for free, how many favors has she made people pay for. you go G bathi fa ka imali u zobona so play along Thandeka and take the money u have earned it.

  • You know what i dont even know what to say to u. bt hey i had to say something. these days i sleep at 3am jst to read these chapters and to think when i first saw it i said ‘arg lemme read the first 2 then leave this shit’……. i jst love u, u tel it like it is…… an i ddnt knw other ppl go through shit as well at varsity thought i was tha only one, u are way better even. I just wish i had read this story before varsity i would have been much wiser. keep em chapters coming, bravo!

  • Please telling me there is more chapters to come…I am dying to see where it all ends

  • Wow! U good! I finished all the chapters within a day… It’s so intriguing. U got me hooked like a crack addict… Please give us more!

  • We have been waiting for too long for Chapter 56, please, please,post it. I wish you all the best I hope you will make a lot of money with this. Consider making a movie as well, the sky is the limit for you with so much talent.

  • This can’t possibly be the last chapter! This blog is brilliant! Give us more please….!

  • I hope Tandeka does not find herself getting into drug trafficking.

  • No……Thandeka No …..i think Thandeka will now in bad days do sex with G to get paid

  • All I can say is WOW! Anxiously waiting for 57…

  • Mike are we ever gonna get Chapter 56 ever again??? Uyasibulala str8… Why vele???

  • hau cant wait for 56

  • Ok I’ve read the story I get you gal I admire the spirit and the courage that you have despite of everything you’ve been through you still manage to go to your classes not bad ppl judge you but they don’t understand when you come to a big city like Jozi Maboneng and you’ve been introduced to such things moreover it’s not that easy to escape as for the fact that you didn’t give in to G’s proposal I disagree YOU ALREADY DID you rubbed his dick until he was hard, he asked to release the tension (cumm) sex is not always penetration and I lke the fact that you have a relationship with God you just don’t have enough faith in him but I do believe you will be okay for you were raised well my dear sleep for now you need it b4 you do just quickly make a plan and move out of G’s place !

  • Great work! A friend of mine introduced me to this blog, and i must say, impressive indeed.

  • By the way I still don’t get what kind of a man or must I say a bf are you looking for ? Benny is young you chauwed the poor boy until he screamed, P (the python ) you were not that in to him G was just a no go so besides shagging for business and for fun what is it that you looking for in a man ? I’m missing that part!!!!!!

  • Where the hell is Chapter Fifty Six i want more LOL.

  • Wow what a good read, i’ve never read any book this quick. it took me only a day to finish this and this was during working hours. Well done Mike can’t wait for chapter 56 and more….

  • Thandeka u a the bomb. When is chapter 56 coming. Curious

  • Hope Gorilla ddin’t Kill you…. Why you so Silence Now O_o

  • @Chunyiswa Don’t blame Gorilla That’s what Thandeka wanted Remember These two Banged each other so she enjoyed!!! Remember Gorilla paid her when he touched her Ass.. Am even sho itz double da price now

  • MR u r killing us here…
    U better make it up 2 us by posting 4 or more chapters next…. **By Demand**

  • Awesome, seriously. Awesome. Great post. Thanks for sharing. It is very useful.

  • am loving your diary, now where is chapter 56…lol!

  • You are a good writer. I love this story. I am hooked. Keep up the good work. I cant wait for chapter 56!!

  • Please i beg please do not stop!!!!!!! I’m hooked!!!!!! cant wait for the next chapter. Ciao

  • I must admit, I’m not a blogger neither do I follow blogs. My friend sent me a link to your blog and chiq YOU ROCK! Keep up the beautiful work. Something refreshing for once!

  • Thank you:)

  • ralph lauren pas cher…

    SportLe Bayern Munich a renoué avec les scores dignes dun set de tennis en écartelant le Werder Brême 6-1 samedi, ? milan ac juve Comandante a pris place sur le siège qui lui est dévolu aux c?tés de son frère Raul? Marie-Arlette Carlotti et Samia Ghali…

  • Eish Thandeka I feel sorry for u, it’s only going to get worse

  • Wow I’m so addicted to this diary, I started reading chapter 1 @ about 2pm this afternoon and now I’m already done with 55….lento ithi ndifunde sana….I just can’t get enough of it. How I wish it was on television.
    #patiently waiting for more chapters#

    Great stuff Mike, keep it up.

  • Thandeka will survive these challenges and become a respected woman in society, building up those in need like her young self. We’ve had young girls coming to the big cities without money, studying and struggling to buy food for the day, let alone shoes and clothes. Ended up on the streets prostituting by night and students by day just to get by. Parents back home not managing to support those left behind and meeting the needs of the one at varsity. Such stories not always end in death or drop outs. Some hold senior executive positions but have gone through a lot! Never judge but give support to those in need. I applaud you Mike for communicating what most hide under their carpets. These are issues old and young people need to be engaging in, in order to see what needs to be done to avoid such incidents that Thandeka is faced with. And THANK YOU for a mother’s day message and acknowledging single mothers strengths and worth.

  • Kwaaaa kwaaaa Gorilla has a stick?? No wonder they call him “Tiny”

  • Very good ready more addictive than Facebook I tell u, Just started reading this Diary yesterday n already I’m on chapter 56… Thandeka most big built men have toothpicks n u really don’t wanna compare him to ur Python / should I say anaconda tltlltltll… Reading on

  • Dats de reason Y S had so much money…

  • What a beautiful message! Thank u T!

  • Kanti this blog is written by a male????!!!!!!! I’m speechless! Bhut’ wam you have a God- given talent no doubt! You have such insight into the female mind and psyche – I thought that this was a female voice speaking!! I hope you have a copyright on your work because this is huge! Could give the scriptwriters of Intersexions a run for their money! Hell, you could go to HOLLYWOOD with this! Keep it up & may God bless!

    As for T (she’s so young!), well, she must be strong because a man will never just nje allow you to ” make yourself at home” without expecting some payback. Unless, he’s gay. K would have been a much better option.

    • Oh, thanks for the beautiful Mama’s day message. It’s not easy nyani but we soldier on for the sake of our kids. With God on our side, nothing is impossible!

      Bless! <3

  • Relaxing on the beach with hubby. Home in both cities where my son’s live.

  • At least he didn’t FORCE her to have sex! That would have been bad,because she wouldn’t have been able to fight him.

  • Kwaaa “WTF, u cnt b built like a mountain nd b walking around wit a stick btween ur legs” lolest….I guess its true dat an increase on d body causes a decrease on d “THING”….*hides*

  • Thank God u didn’t sleep with him bt “G” doesn’t respect “P” or “P” didn’t told him about you and him or they share women.. I don’t understand

  • Eyuuuuuuuuweee gal o strongo shem. Bt guess @ sums desprete tyms does reali call 4 desprete measures… U r gona hv 2 slp wit him, shuld u continue 2 stay thr. Eyuuu tht big G on top of u eeeeeeeuuuuu qha

  • Ai gal you’ve seen em dicks yoh

  • ” I mean imagine how during sex you moan, squint your face, grimace, scream etc then he said, “oH baby you are so beautiful,” lol that would be odd.” Lmao u naughty hey.lol

  • wer da hell z P?!

  • I am delighted that I discovered this blog , exactly the right info that I was looking for! .

  • I concur! completely with what you were discussing. Great Stuff. Keep it up

  • When someone writes an piece of writing he/she maintains the image of a user in his/her mind that how a user can know it. Therefore that’s why this post is amazing. Thanks!

  • Thandeka u sound like u enjoy seeing P’s dick..lol go sepela ke go dinona gal

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  • I wouldn’t take that money!! T dnt take it coz he now made it clear n visible kuthi he’s just using u n dat him offering u a place didn’t come free, I still think u shld still call K its much safer with him coz u’d at least knw kuthi u dnt have 2 do special favors 4 him tjo cabanga nje…

  • Can’t be built like a mountain then walk around with a stick between your legs like what the fuck!!! Lol so proud of u 4 not giving in :)

  • Respect to article author , some wonderful entropy.

  • good charpter keep it up

  • Iyoooh so hooked, flp nxt pg

  • Thandeka my skat I don’t wanna lie but Benny was right, u my dear put the “e” in easy. After d stunt u’ve just pulled please 4get abt Python he’s never gonna take u seriously. NASTY!!!!! *Jizas*

  • life these days, its what youll hear girls brag about (handout-money).. .Like this..Prostitution is no standing by the roadside in a úniform” but also this_No offence to ladies of the night. but rather one shush because they hit them with that *reverse psychology.. Ish. its sad, but ke life #choices.

  • Where is N??

  • Yho! I ws introduced 2 this blog book by my older sista n im only 17yrs i must say this story is very insightful n mindblowin.I jst put it dwn i’ve been reservin my comment this chapter reali touchd me

  • Aaarg!he ddnt realy go der 2 chck up on her.he knew shz in a bad situation

  • Wow m totally hooked since ngi online from 17:00yesterday havent put down my phone great read,interesting and fascinating too and Thank u for mother’s day wish…nyc job dude!

  • Once a gorriler, always a monkey.

  • Eish neh! Nxa! Wat kind of host gets into his guests’ blancket in the middle of the nyt to “check” if they rnt cold! G is such a pervet bt in a way I dnt blame T fo gettin the tables turnd around on er tho she ws nt in the wrong…I feel fo u sissy…wen u young, naïve n desperate its easy fo the likes of G to manipulate n guilt trip u…bt a point fo u fo not letn em get his hands on the cookie jar:)

  • That is so sweet of you Thandeka:)
    I must say, you have a kind heart and what you write about is life. Jozi is hectic unlike the townships.

  • wow a man gives you money and you cry.

  • Many students find themselves in compromising situations like the one you were in with Gorrila.its really hard sometimes watching ourselves in the mirror being degraded by the opposite sex but we do it.

  • Kua gae go go nale talent! Ke ikgancha ka wena
    Morena
    Mike Maphotot
    Tje botse fela le kgagelo di tla re latela metlha yotlhe re sa ntje re hema.
    AMen to that

  • ……..And as for wena Thandeka, u know that you are dating his friend but you still give him a handwork! You are very weak Sesi! Had he pulled his socks on trying to shagg you, he would have got the cake I tell you. Its ýou been bewhitched. Let’s see wat u hav to say the ff day about skomoring him

  • G ddnt trap this young girl… She called G,being a man in G’s line of work and lifestyle he wudnt say no to a lady invyting herself in… He used her desparation to his advantage…

    But Big Ups to Thandeka for standing her ground …..

    #on to the next Chapter

  • Lmao u mean vele vele G has a small mfana ai yah neh dats what we do ladies we compare. the bigger the better ryt no offence thou #hides#

  • After finishing writing this book you should consider approching SABC to make it a movie as most of are lazy to read…this is so good, and you are very good with words , I love your humor

  • Quote of the chapter: “You don’t know where his “thing” has been and in whom and at times for how much. Now it has to be cleaned by your tongue.” Thandeka,you have just totally KILLED BJ’s for me FOREVER!Now my boyfriend will reeeally hate this blog!tststs

  • U amazing nd I love the fact that u just write the truth ! Each chapter just makes me see more nd more

  • Thandeka u need to Stand ur ground No means No… Fuck Gorilla nepipi elincane lenza nomsebenzi Oshodato 10 minute he should fuck grannies Nxxxx

  • Now he’s making you feel like a prostitute, paying you for doing all these nasty things…

  • Maybe it was my hyper emotional state but i was aroused within moments, kakaka that means you were already feeling to do so Thandeka. And what about P?

  • the bastard came ready

  • mxm!! Dat sucks!!

  • Thank u gal 4 not shagging him u dd well on that part an the fact that that money made u said shows u have some respect 4 yo self..

  • Wow Gr8 read, gr8 msg thank u Mike:)

  • *Can’t be built like a mountain then walk around with a stick between your legs like what the fuck!!! *…..in stitches!!! bra you just killed me. And it s a fact, the bigger they are *men that is* the smaller is the pipo

  • Happy womes day since I’m reading this chapter on the eve of womens day.. Ja Thandeka i ain’t calling you a gold digger, but you ain’t messing with the broke niggar..

  • Oh dear,,,this is so emotional to Me I feel like crying,,,Thank U very much for the Mothers Day blessings,,,I can relate to that!!!!Emotional I tell U,,,

  • My dear u doin such a gud n nice work eva I encourager u again to do atv series thing or sumthing we n d whole world can appreciate ur talent b4 sumbody stil ur job lovely all d bst

  • Can’t be built like a mountain then walk around with a stick between your legs like what the fuck!!! It fit in my hand perfectly and I have small hands so you imagine.kwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak best

  • lol dead by ”Can’t be built like a mountain then walk around with a stick between your legs like what the fuck!!! ””

  • This chapter is so painful, Thnx 4 de mothers day message it really touched my heart. *in tears*

  • I like this chapter, it has sobered me a bit – I stopped to think about how men view blow jobs… Thats an interesting angle to look at it.

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