Diary of a Zulu Girl

I was dreading this moment. When my alarm went off I just wished that I could stay in bed forever and that time could just stand still be it for a moment. The thing with time is that when your execution is near it seems to move so fast. When something good is coming your […]

I am not really a fan of surprises. I am sure by now you can tell why. Last time I was surprised had ended up with public humiliation and a thorough beating. A lot of people get into trouble not because they are unlucky but because they create a sequence of events that lead them […]

Fuck it! Beating or not she could not answer that call. There is something about a phone that makes one feel as though your privacy is violated when someone else goes through it. Even when you have done nothing wrong, your phone is your own and that’s what God intended. Ask your boyfriend for his […]

Do not worship your priests, they will not save you nor will they ever cleanse you! Only you can do that. Your priest facilitates a righteous path for you and the rest is up to you! That’s what my father always said so what the fuck had she called him for! Did she want me […]

The pain of a thousand piercings can never compare to the pain I felt when I saw the look on Thabos face. It was betrayal and more than that, it was a love lost turned to hate. He looked at me as I walked past and I felt as though the moment happened in slow […]

I think as a prop the belt was very effective. I knew what was coming and that I think made it more painful. We all have our tricks to avoid punishment but right now I was stuck. I think everyone in that room was waiting with glee for what was about to happen. People like […]

I tried to speak to him politely so as not to cause a scene. On Friday night I remember that Siyandas dad had annoyed him. Was he going to remember that and judge me on that? He told me that I was an early riser considering. I did not know what to say. I was […]

I think it is prudent to ask what motivates a young girl to go after an old man. Yes we all blame the old man but never sit down and ask about her. I liked things. I know that and i am sure you have figured that out too. But that couldn’t just be it. […]

With the blue lights flashing behind us Siyanda’s dad immediately got out of the car to confront them before they got to us. You know how South African police like things. The officer got out of the car and instead walked to our car. There in the front seat was me looking guilty as hell. […]

Before I continue I think I should make it clear that I don’t think there is any teenage girl who doesn’t have a sugar daddy story to share, many are just too ashamed to come out with it. Most of us have done things that we are ashamed of hence why we don’t talk about […]

I think it is a fantasy of every girl to have a guy who spoils her rotten and buys her things. I know its easy to be labelled gold digger by wanting more but where is your ambition if you don’t at least try. I actually think men are not the ones who call us […]

I think every girl knows when she is beautiful. By this I mean on the physical front. I was physically beautiful. Inner beauty is what the rest console themselves with when it comes to facing facts. We don’t spend ten hours in front of the mirror to try and properly put base on our inner […]