The cruellest thing that could happen to me right now is for me to lose my beauty, I was about to get married for god sake. Being beautiful on your wedding day is extremely important, it will probably be the only time you will get married so you need to look your best. Another thing is, I was getting married to a very handsomely yummy man and he was going to be looking good on our wedding day. Also, getting married to this man means I was going to spend a lot of time with him and going to places with him and in order to look like a suitable partner for him, I needed my beauty. I have looked after my beauty so well, and the last thing I needed was to lose it. I understood why Philani’s sisters wanted to pour me with boiling water, it was going to mess up my beauty, and therefore messing up my life. I was not going to sit and watch them mess up my life, I was going to fight them until the end. The fact that Philani didn’t even try to protect me, showed how much he hated me and didn’t care what happened to me.
“Sis Thabile and sis Bongile please don’t harm me. I can explain, I didn’t mean to hurt Philani. Honestly I had been planning a future with him but Philani was the reason I dated the Apostle.”
Sis Thabile said “Don’t blame Philani, you think you are better than Philani because you are beautiful. Well sisi in case you are too blind to see, Philani is very handsome.”
Hahaahaha she didn’t have to tell me the obvious. I didn’t stay with Philani so long only because he was rich, no, but also because he was handsome. However, he wasn’t as handsome as Apostle Bae. Apostle Bae was a 10, while Philani on the other hand was an 8 ½.
“Yes sis Thabile, I know that he is handsome. But please let me finish, and then tell me if you were going to stay with Philani if you were me. Philani cheated on me, not only with some floozy from his church, but he also cheated on me with a very close friend of mine. I made it known from the beginning that I wanted to get married, and he made it extremely clear to me that he would never consider getting married to me. You can even ask your mom, Philani once embarrassed me in front of her and the other family elders when he told me that he would never marry me.”
They looked at their mother, in a very soft voce she said
“This foolish brother of yours is the reason their relationship ended. He told me and your uncle’s that he doesn’t want to marry this girl. It broke my heart to see the way he treated her in front of us. Before I am Philani’s mother, I am a woman 1st, and I will not watch a man treat a woman the way he treated her. Your brother doesn’t want to grow up and we can’t blame Hlengiwe for moving on. I’m not supporting her quick decision to get married but I am glad that she broke up with Philani.”
I didn’t expect his mom to take my side, to say I was surprised would be an understatement. After their mom had spoken, they all gave Philani the evil eye.
His sister inlaw, Lungiswa, finally sopke “Philani mara, why are you so stupid? Where r you going to find a woman that will stand by you and support you the way Hlengiwe did?”
He said “Guys calm down please, Hlengiwe decided to move on with her life and I am also going to do the same. Anyway she is going to miss me because Apostle Thulani doesn’t love her the way I do. He is only using her for her beauty, he wants a little trophy wife and clearly you are the little trophy wife he needs. I loved you for real and as much as I made my own mistakes, I did everything in my power to make you happy and you know that. Anyway I wish you all the best and I hope you will have the wedding I failed to give you.”
Philani did make me happy, especially financially but Apostle Bae also made me happy, very happy…financially,emotionally, sexually and more. After Philani spoke, I decided it was time for me to leave. I stayed a few minutes longer because it was going to be rude if I left while they were talking about me and Philani. As soon as they were done, they asked me for wedding invitations and I promised to send them. It didn’t feel right but I was going to send them the invitations.
When I left Philani’s house, I decided to go to my sister’s grave. I don’t know why I did that but I felt like I needed to talk to someone, someone who wasn’t going to say anything, someone who was going to simply listen to me. When I got there, I couldn’t speak, I just cried. The fact that she was gone still felt unreal, at times I would expect to receive a text from her telling me to come over or send me a voice note informing me about something weird that took place during the day. The dreams I dreamt about her felt so real, waking up broke my heart because I had to face my reality, that I have no one…I was all alone in this world. My sister was literally the only person I had in my life, she was the only person who supported me, my dreams and never made me feel stupid. She was a mother to me, a better mother than my mother. Although I felt like a burden to her, she always assured me that she needed me as much as I needed her. She was simply the best thing that I could have ever asked for in my life and I was beyond grateful that she was a part of my life.
I stayed at her gravesight for about 2 hours, I only left because it started to rain. I went to the mall and bought a pizza for supper, because it was getting a bit late. I then went home and when I got there, I found Apostle Bae’s car outside. When I went in, I found him sitting in the lounge alone!!
“Hey baby, how did you get in?” I asked as soon as I went in the house.
“Your friend opened for me, she then left with her boyfriend. I have been waiting for you for hours now, where were you?” he asked.
I wanted to lie to him and say I was at my aunt’s place but I decided against it. We were about to embark on a new journey together, and I see how many married couple’s on social media emphasise on the importance of honesty so I was going to be honest with him because I had nothing to hide. So I said
“Philani’s mother asked me to come and see her, so I was there and……”
“Wait!” he interrupted me, “You went to see Philani’s mother?”
I nodded, he then continued “Was he there?”
“Yes baby he was there, but he arrived a while after me. I had no idea that he would be there.”
“Okay, so what were you doing there? Why did his mom call you?”
“I don’t really know why they called me, because when I arrived they told me about their problems. But when Philani arrived, everything changed and they nearly burnt my face with boiling water.”
“What?” he asked, I then told him the whole story. As I told him the story, he became very angry and I was happy to see that he didn’t want anything bad to happen to me. I thought that his reaction was proof that he loves me dearly and he would do anything to protect me, so you can imagine my shock when he said
“You are such a b*tch Hlengiwe. You think I am going to believe this story? Why would your ex’s mother call you to visit her? I am not a fool and I have been in this dating game way longer than you, I know that you are still seeing Philani on the side and that is why you don’t want him to be my best-man. What kind of a woman are you Hlengiwe, lying to your man. If you tell me the truth, I will let this go.”
As I was trying to defend myself, he grabbed my hand and violently squeezed my hand, the way he squeezed my hand caused me a lot of pain.
“Baby you are hurting me, please let me go.” I said and he responded
“Hlengiwe you are also hurting by cheating on me with your ex, the pain you feel is nothing compared to the pain I have in my heart because of your behaviour. Hlengiwe do you know how much I love you? Hai maan baby please stop doing this to us, I can even smell his cologne on you and you are telling me that you went to see his mother? I wasn’t born yesterday.”
I didn’t know what I did to make him believe that I was cheating because I wasn’t. You guys are my witnesses, I have been nothing but faithful to him and I was extremely committed to him and our relationship. Maybe he doubted my loyalty to him because of the way our relationship started, our relationship began because I was unfaithful to Philani. So, I understand why Apostle Bae doubted my faithfulness, it was my duty to prove how much I love him.
“Baby I’m not cheating, I promise you. I am beyond committed to you and I would never do anything to destroy what we have, now please let go of my hand. I’m sorry that I made you doubt me but you are hurting me.” By this time I was crying because my arm was in pain, very intense pain.
He looked at me, let go of my hand then he walked out of the house to his car. I ran after him and when I tried to stop him, he simply pushed me away which caused me to hit the wall. I didn’t have time to nurse my pain because I had to make this man see reason.
Before he could drive away, I opened his door and begged him to not go. I apologised for making him believe that I was cheating on him and assured him that I was committed to him.
“Okay I forgive you Hlengiwe, but to show that you are really sorry you must go and cook me a great meal, but before that you must give me head, right here right now!” he said.
“Baby I bought pizza, so we can eat that and if you want me to give you head, let’s go inside the house.”
“You see your problem Hlengiwe?” he said, “I am telling you to cook for me, you are telling me that you came back with pizza. How will you prove that you are sorry if you don’t want to work for it? I also said you must give me head right here, but instead of doing as I say you tell me that we must go inside the house. I might as well leave if you won’t do as I, your man, say.”
I didn’t want him to leave, so I quickly apologised and went on my knees. I unzipped his pants and started to do as I was told. While I was busy doing my thing, a weird voice startled me by saying
“Huuuuu girl, your fiancé told me that you are a bit of a slut and now I see it for myself”
As I was about to turn and see who was talking, Apostle Bae ejaculated!!! His sperms were spread on one side of my side.
To say I was embarrassed is an understatement!